InVaLenTiNa HeaRts ToMpeL

i juz dun understand....

2007-04-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

im so headache....i felt like ppl using me...lie to me...that all they wanna is to hurt me.?...played bhind my back..acting gud infront of me...?....i wanna say sorri to my parents...no matter wad they still my parents...i dunno who i wanna trust i dunno who i wanna listen..i feel bad towards my parents...and yeah im crying rite now...hahah all i can do is cry wth! ....now..i juz dun wanna trust anione..not ani more im not gonna trust anione ANIMORE! I HAD ENUF IM TIRED!!!!! cant ppl see me happi for awhile cant u all pity me..i had no one to love me i had no one to show their care and appreciate who i am..DUN U GUYS JUZ SEE THAT!...yeah im stupid selenger..tat y u guys can played me around...bodoh2 kan..rite?..

plss tell me what u want from me?...what u did tis to me....dun make my life difficult...i dunno who i wanna trust im seriuzly confused..i heard all the story yeah ALL THE TRUE STORY....if i ask u...no use....I HAD ENUF!

dear god plsss help me.....im lost.....im lost.....all i can do rite now is let my tears fall....dear god pllsss forgiv me to wat i dun to my parents....i feel so bad,,....i juz so confused......:'(

2007-04-10T20:37:00.000-07:00

hahahaha i've change and changed url bcoz...argh there due to a reason la...and hahahaha wad the hell..im bored sumone help me la dey!...missing my beby hmmmm i mis eu i miss eu....arh!

HahAHh Hiayaaa

2007-04-04T04:36:00.000-07:00

well i cudden sleep at night..coz i've been thinking abt sumone...and..yeah me and mimi are offically OVER....juz dun wanna tok abt it...it makes me headache..dammit!!...u rether run away from sumone who abuse u and take the one tat loves and willing to take a gud care of u rite?...hahaha yeah tat rite...so wadeva..hahahahha argh! holidaes are bored..waiting for sch re-open..yeah!...u noe wad missing tat DISPLAY FUCKER! hahahah i noe u out der u MORONS! hahahahahha tat cute...make me smile and laugh everyday...hahhahhaa...well im bored bored and bored it realii realii realii killing me hhhahahaha....

well i noe u guys may thought tat wen i and mimi are not together u guys thought i cry like shit or emo here and there..or wadevashit NO WAY MENN!....i had enuf..my tears are tired dey need rest u noe..hahahahah so why wud i care i've been played been burned! wad the hell haahahha im a toy i guess fun to play wif..BEST RITE! fUcker! dammit! idiot! stupid morons!....well it over whu care..and to my fwen dun keep on asking or saying "what happen to u and mimi seh" or "ehk wad happen korg da lame sey" and list goes on...shit! tis is my life my r'ship dun makes my head Burst!..i noe wad im duin it for my own gud dammit!....

well i stop here!..HAHAHA continued again dunno wen see la wen ehh byee!

hahahah went to watch mr bean

2007-03-29T01:59:00.000-07:00

yeah went to watch mr bean wif my mother my dad my 3rdbro n myself..hahahah trust me it was damn fucking funny...at 1st my dad wanna watch ninja turtle..i say how abt mr bean so yeah wen to watch at tamp mall..hahahaha kecoh sia...ermmm now im reali missing sumone realli2 badly...seriuzly hiayaaa...well..that all la since so long i neva update and da malas aku nk type pjg2 ahahahaha ok i'll update soon ok muakx! aniwae aku feeling2 sorg here my pic hahahaha

Sorry Guys For Not updating for soo Long!

2007-03-07T11:05:00.000-08:00

hey guys hahahha be waiting for my story ah..hahahahha ok2 sori2 kinda bz wif sch project..arts arts arts,,...aniwae kan its gonna be a long story..a long update la hahahah seen i nv update for so long...ok well up cumming event on my sch is peforming a band..guess wad i got a band!!! it true no lies hor...if we peform i show u our pic whOooo it like alternative band not thoes type like metal or emo nahh..it slow rockx...ok here the pix of the band...

Md Danial-Vocal & Drummer

Nurshaindah-Vocal & tambarine

Md Hamdan-Mananger

Md Abbas-Bass & Guitarist
Md Afiz-Keyboard

Md Afiz-Keyboard

Them...

ok this part i like where hamdan edit the band pIc can see my pic my eyes whoohooo hahahaha

this one also hamdan edit...cool haaa...

and we got a peformance...wish us luck !

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ok next is on the 14 valentine days..hahahahah...malu n happy... hahahaha 1st in sch shung fath(my chinese ex) gave me a earing n a cake..n the cake was a heartshape!..seriuz the picture in my hp..and my hp kena repair..i promise i show u guys the pic..but now im showing u guys my gift tat ppl give me! whOOho..her the pic..!

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and guys did i say that me and my kelasmate went to sentosa! HOHOHOH ok here the pIC!

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Okeay Here The Pic Of Kite Lepak2 At tamP mall Punye atas hahahaha

Wen Outing Wif My Schmates!

2007-02-18T17:41:00.000-08:00

wen outing wif my kelasmate was so fun!..totally!...i was laughing like hell...dey kip on making funny stuff..hahahaha den we watch tis band radiohead..cool sia en habas cam siakkk got tis apek rite he play drums where ppl pass by n donate..so habas and the rest diri depan dia n joget hahahah..so habas ask the apek tat he want to try to play he did..hahahawe were like laughing the apek was laughing also hahaha ...my ite fwen n kelas mates are totally cool...lOv dems ia...we had fun in sch n outside....tmr we goin to sentosa! whOooo!..again!...more fuN!...ok la here the pic...n the video kat Multiply hOr!....ok one more thing kalo korg sport budak kecik baju biru n baju black n white..guess how old is them?...sec 4!!! kecik kan !!! cute ehhh ahahaha

ok here the band ...

OK HERE OUR PIC CAMWHORE

And wanna C Habas Playing Drums?..

BoOho!

2007-02-04T13:43:00.000-08:00

wek! ahahahah well sch daez was gerek...modern,malay dance and netball..tired leii! guess wad 23-14 i'll b peforming for chingay kalo korg nk tgk aku kan...later i update la k..hahhahh sukerr nyee!.tadi p tarian p trainning 1st practise fpr the majlis org kahwin on 11 feb..den we trainning joget for chingay..shiok! hahaha...ok la..niwae rite..dalam kelas aku ade budak cine ni suke aku nk stead dgn aku ahahhah dia hensem..from taiwan u noe..mcm jakon gitu ahahah yah i do have ex cina..cina baik siul kekal siak diorg..tpi to bad diorg tk sunat! HAHA!...ok la aku ade gmbr aku feeling2 nk tgk?..k nah tgk enjoi la korg k...hahah!

k done will update soon

Tired siaaa

2007-01-25T20:20:00.000-08:00

*yAwn* i juz woke up ! tired sia got homework..miss wendy ask us to draw sumthing that onli goes for one point..and im gonna do a walk path that onli go one point! ha!...ok..juz now in class we have class photo n solo photo!..it was fun!..yeay!...habas was like saiful apek..his cute n hensem..ppl like him coz his very JACKASS!..hamdan also but he selenger!....nana didnt cam to school....

niwae tmr sch start at 9...feel so fustrated everyday go sch ppl ask no.?...im nt free ehk..the 5 of us bois keep asking for a no...i gave?..haha no!...aku nk jual mahal nnti org kate aku ni eksen la..kalo jual murah nnti org kate mcm miang plak...entah ehkkk..hahahahk all i do is ignore la eh...in sch eat nasi brayani n sambal ayam goreng!..setem sial!..setem giler babi siul sdp uh..mayb tmr i wanna eat again!..whOhooo..ok here the photo we took...

Tired la dey!

2007-01-20T14:46:00.000-08:00

oK hiazzz...todae i went to hip-hop practise....danial was so funny ..hahaha funny instructor...i went wif Cha..1st mase kat skola..kite semua bbual yeye..k2 aku bsk aku dtg2..skali diorg mlz nk bgn n satu2 penat..so aku ngan cha je la..tkpe da biasa hahahahah...cha wear same converse shoe dgn aku hahah even same baju colour..janji kaperr hahahah....den after the practise cha n me went tamp mall go mkn 1st after mkn den i wanna go popular buy my art drawing material..my drawing bloks da biz..n got to buy a new one...

.hurrhurr i haven finish my homework sia...got to pass up on tuesday..time table skola da tukar cam xiakx...now im damn tired tmr ade tarian practise wah lio wey si beh tasian leh!...hiax...den mondae ade PE yeay!...ehem korg wonder kan mane skola ape aku masok kan kan kan..k 1stly aku igt nk masok Private O..fikir2 tak jadi uh coz too expensive..da dpt ite so amik je la ehkk lagi pon course yg aku dpt aku suke!...course Digital Media Design Vedio Effect!...ITE mane ehk?...Ite bedok la!...hahahah ramai dok kwn aku hahaha..guyz especially..galz onli 2 hahahah...majority i lov to hang outz wif guys trust me dey are fun like my sacondary classmate!..totaly havoc!..but now the galz also ok..hahah got 3 mina in my kelas!..hahaha nvm la b wad dey wan ehkkk...monday im wearing whit n black skirt..the rest also wearing the same next week pkai kuning! hahahaha!...ok la i'll update soOn ok!

Haha Guess wad..

2007-01-17T13:31:00.000-08:00

ok here im about to posting sumting reali like dUhz'! hahahak..last month kite budak tarian ade org kahwin nye peformance..and we train all e way straight mondae,tuesday,wednesday and list goes on...guess where we training?...at bukit panjang! i was like Hell NO!...damn fucking far and tired...we went to i dunno wat CC la..near senja there...sumwer in bukit panjang....there is cheer squad,hip-hop dance and malay dance...my intructor took one of the cheerleader to dance malay dance wif us..she not tat gud in malay dance coz she mantion it..well wad the hell she fwendly her name was fara...15 years old doesnt look like hahah short n cute..heeehee...ofcoz my intructor noes all the cheerleader...coz he's a gayboy..gayboy2 hensem tau hahahah...sum of the cheerleader was like so eksen sia ..seriuz..hahaha..i dun care n i practise my own step...the next day i didnt cum to training coz i got sumting on...liza told me the story while i did nt cum to the training she told me after the next day...she say to me tat there tis cheerleader was like totaly a whoree..ahahahah..she act cute act bitchy n act gud..tot i didnt noe anytink while in the lrt i say to liza hope wen they did their peformances they fall off!...hahahah..then went to the cc...they got peformance in tat cc..and guess wad! haha they fall off while doing thoes piramid! hahaha...

ok there tis cheerleader tall guy....i was looking for my intructor...i asked him have u seen wan...and he ask me which wan?..i say wan kecik..he was like arhhhh dun tink so i didnt see him...den i say ouh ok la thkx....he smile den kalang kabot g toilet tukar baju cheer dia..he's cute hahahah...ok...went back hm it was damn tired tmr our peformance..the cheerleader wish us all e best...and we did say thkx..but i hate tat small gal ..hahahakz ...the next day fara cheer fwen cam tu see us peforme...sweet!...den while waiting for us to dance...fara ask me wether i rmbr there tis tall guy and i say yah i do...fara told me tat he want my no. and ofcoz la fara didnt gave...coz fara juz noe me and she not bad ok!...she want to ask for percaution 1st hhahahah...cuz there tis one tyme while i dance in the cc..aku terlanggar tat tall guy ..n he was like ehhhwahh hahah he smile...n i look at him and jeling...! hahaha..pathetic!....so after our peformance...wan giv us the wedding money tat we been peformance...he pay each of us 30 bugs..u tink wad free uh! hahaha every peformance tat we peformace get money ok! hahahah...but no like MANY!...he get free superman thingy n lot of many arnd 200+...damn! i was jeles...coz he dance for hip-hop...hahahah...tis year 07 there a lot of peformance i got..hip-hop dance,modern dance n tarian...hiazz lot of practise got to do...well not gonna update everyday la..coz u noe rite practise practise practise!..hahahah..ok la im off aitez..! oKkkkayyyy

BoOho!

2007-01-11T15:46:00.000-08:00

hahahah weK lame kan aku tk update...aku malas nk nk update ..hiazzs...niwae kan new pic kat multiply..sila tgk yerr..www.invalentina.multiply.com new image 2007!

wekk aku da ade kening la!..wEeee best nyee no nid to draw2 hahahha...ok2...niwae kan u noe wad or not...i tink uh...i tink uh..ok la..i wanna pierce my neck butt! bhind!..n den my belly! hohoho! seriuzly soOn!...soOn i will show u all!..but i got the example pIc! wanna see!...

COOL SIA!! OK OK SOON! SOON! I WILL PIERCE! TAK LEH TASIAN UH TGK ahahahk SEXY ..balls!..Damn FuckIng Nice!..My fwen like it they say Sexy! HohOhOho!..U Guys Wait Im CuMming! hahahaha k indah mepek hahaha

Christmas wass fuNnn!

2006-12-29T04:24:00.000-08:00

....b4 christmas we reali had a great tyme went out wif my fwennn bt no pictureee...bt on tat the 25 woah! went christmas party wif my famil n papa!mama bought a cake..yah y we celebrate christmas cannot uh...actcuali wad ppl say uh christmas is fun...u noe mah u can feel it..for me la..its fun coz raye dis year boring..n christmas i awaz looking 4ward hooohooo aniwae went out wif dem...was gerek dok!....got the pix all kat multiply aku pose sikit je kat sini k..nk tgk ..tgk kat multiply aku k!...www.invalentina.multiply.com

WENT OTHER COUNTRY WIT FAMILY

2006-12-22T15:46:00.000-08:00

tis was damn fucking fun..hahaha..gonna go again bulan 3....it was damn cooling weEeee!..aku lak feeling2 kan suke camwhorrrre ahahahak...too bad papa cant follow dia keje...so 25 biase jugak celebrate christmas...my mom gonna bring us to party world...den eat dinner...ni confirm uh papa ikut coz dia tk keje perr ahahakz..so mane aku stop ehk..uh aku damn sejuk sia! hahah went to hardrock fuhhyoh matsaleh naik motor harlydavision seii feewit..ahahakzden g mkn kat satu pub ni i 4got.. den next day baik uh camera batt low video pon prangai da biz coz 1st dae amik bnyk sgt shoot ahahakz ..pergi toilet berkali2 siul and balik umah arnd 12+pm troz lepak sehh pnat sgt ..i told my dad tat i want to go to sanfransisco.(cedebah) ahahahakz..damn gerek sia den i wanna go DISNEY LAND! weEee he say mayb insyaallah next year! maut dok! ahahaz..ok la niwae kalo nk tgk gmbr aku yg lain kat multiply bnyk k..check it out...www.invalentina.multiply.com

THAT MY DAD HAND ADE JE SIBOK2 NK KACAU

K GUYS PLS DUN LOOK AT MY PIMPLES TAT WAS SICK SIA!..
I SHOUT COZ IT WAS A BIG ZIP!..I CAN CRY IF I GOT PIMPLES AT
MY FACE...WEIII! MYFACE BERSIH U NOE OK! AHAHAHAHKZ (EKSEN LA 2)

OK ADEK AKU ADE PSP DIA..I GOT PSP 2 B'DAE PRESNT DOK..LAST YEAR =)

K LOM SMPAI DA SETEMM DULU ..RABAKZ! AHAHAK

SAJAK LA MONTEL =) I'LL B DEAD IF I KOL HER DAT! AHAH

HAPPI FAMILY

THAT MY MOM N MY STEP DAD

K NI AKU BIASE JUGAK CAMERA SUKE AKU MAHH...MESTI ADE MUKE AKU NYEE AHAHAH...

K NI PART AKU NK JLN TK NMPK SO SEJUK! AHAHAKZ

THE SIBILINGSS...

AT TIS BAR GOT A GUY WANT TO KENAL2 DGN AKU NAME NICK! ..I GUESS HIS 18 KEJE SANE! GIV A LETTER INFRONT OF MY MOM SIA!NOE WAD HE WROTE "HI CAN I HAV UR NO.WHAT UR NAME IM NICK" AHAHA MY MOM KETAWE U NOE WAD I REPLY TO HIM I SAY
"U CAN ASK MY PARENTS TAT IS JUZ BSIDE ME..IF U DARE!"...MY MOM DUN MIND I MAKING FWENS WIF HIM BUT THE TINGS U ARE WERKING AND DEN BAWA DA GATAL SGT PER..AHAHAKZ

K INDAH AHAHA SNOWCAP =)

SO CHECK MULTIPLY AKU KALO NK TGK LAGIK YERRR....

GoOdiessS...

2006-12-20T12:08:00.000-08:00

harlu harluu.....ahahakz..boring seii nuting to do ehk niwae rite..im going to genting on friday gerek siul!...shopping n take all the rides at kl n genting!!! dis gonna b damn fucking gerek! ahahahahakz...like neva go b4 actcuali i go b4 bt mcm tk sabar ahahahk...fun ok!...ahahakz cant wait cant wait!....ehk niwae rite..if u guys happen to see tis ppl!! or they wif me ke ape ke a group ke...plurszzzz horr..they are Juz my crazy close fwen!!!..for my guy close fwen dun anggap lain horr!...! ok! here is their pIctures...

ALIP WIF TAT WEIRD HAIR.....

APID LOV CAMWHORRR....

SU THE PENDEK GAL..NOW SHE CUT HER HAIR SHORT...

ZAL TRYING TO ACT HOT BUT ACTCUALI HE IS HOT AHAHKZ SMPAI BAPOK PON SUKE DIA....

AYUSACHEK HOTNESS BIATCH EVER....

TPA BESTGALFWENS....

My Result!!

2006-12-18T03:04:00.000-08:00

whOhoooo...result!..result! result!..wAsss Gud...got the course tat i want..DMD!! digital media design!!!..my dad help me to sign on for me..all my courses aku letak sume pasal comp n art...but ofcoz la i got the art skills! jeng3 n comp..cehwahh ahahkz..well yesterday went to east coast def was fucking fun...rizal.mi tpa,purple n juztin..but damn no photo i bring video cam ahahkz..we went to haunted house..damn fucking funni sia!!!..n gerek dok!! happening!! den sumore dat day aku torn..esok nye amik result..enjoi sblum amik result kuang3...aahahkz...ok la nah tis is a photo when i take result!..sikit je..n im sooooo sori i cant follow titivok n all thoes blogger ppl..titi got make blogger outing..but i cant go coz i go genting..huuurrhurr actcuali i was waiting gor tis outing..blogger outing gerek sia!..ahakz..well mayb next tymee...

RIN da lame aku tk bbual indon dgn kau!!!

2006-12-16T17:09:00.000-08:00

HARLLUU Rin
gue sangat rindu lor sama kamu..hahaha biasa nya kita kluar kita bbual indon kheheheh weii kok baca gue nya blog enggak tag ya..apa sihh!lorr kamu enggak caya yg gue rindu banget sama kamu
hmmm gue sangat takot sih tiap mlm gue mimpi2.kamu mau tau ya mimpi apa?..notti ya u!..ahahkz (result la bodoh)..hohohoho...udah2.. pa kabar kamu disana? gue disini baik-baik aja hehehe wew.. sibuk ngapain nih?? eh btw, kabar perkuliahan gimana?hohohohoho.. gue lagi e'ek.. haishiahsiahsaihsaish... mo ke kamar mandi kamar mandinya penuhh.. jadi deh nongkrong di samping tempat sampah.. hohohohohoh....RIN!!!!!ajarin dong kk kalo ga kirimin ke email gue tutornya ya plz kok bisa kayak bandung bondowoso?? makanyah kalo ngerjain tugas jangan mepet deadlinedoms hohohoh lagi pon musam ujan ...
ok udah lah..capek banget lor udh mls dii !....ok lor gue udah dlu ya!!..HAHAHAH AKU RINDU LA BBUAL INDON DGN KO RIN!!! HAHAHA kol AKU k!..hahahkz..weiii ahahak si rin ni bukan indon dia melayu..kite cume suke2 je bbual indon huahauhuaaa

READ DIS TOUCHING SIUL!

2006-12-14T16:52:00.000-08:00

shikin send me tis thru hotmail..after i read tis its true ....and im lucky to hav a guy like mimi coz mimi had dun alot of hard work for me n he even pernah menitis airmata dia di depan aku...sumtyme in e phone i can hear ahahkz it juz dat he wont admit..for both of us kite mmg pernah nangis in each other eyes..like face to face...coz mimi noe tat aku ni susah..not tat susah la..so sumtimes aku sacrifies sumtime dia pon sacrifies n kadang kala dia tk sanggup tgk hidop aku mcm gini..and we sumtime felt so mad went ppl tk bleh tgk kite berdua gembira..mesti ade bende2 yg busuk nk putus kan hubungan kite...and tat is reali impossible...we dun care how many years or month we've been 2gether..all we care tat our trust must stick in our heart ..and no matter wad happen we still love each other we been thru alot of ups n down...reali hoping till death indah and mimi...papa mama love u alots muakx! TMR IS OUR 1YR 4MNTH ANNIVERSARY HEART U LA GEMOK!
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Mit MY Dearie

2006-12-13T03:51:00.000-08:00

ok mit my papa ..miss dia sia...too bad next week he cant follow me n my family fo genting coz he werking if can he want bt den kerje...nvm jdi aku bwk satu kwn aku uh tpa..she cant wait for tis outing hahahah...so juz nw papa mit me kat tamp mrt...den he head to pasir ris coz aku peh ezlink rosak...den after dat we went to beach road mkn..papa mit his fwen ..dia nye kwn the gal is titivok nye kwn honeydinna ahahahkz tat y i look at her mcm penah nmpk...ahahkz den we tok2 la..ok la she cute n funni! ahahahkz wad a small werld..ahahakz...den after tat we went separately..i n papa g town papa wanna buy his stuff ...den take neoprint..lame siul tk amik...k2 later i upload the neoprint denn kan ahahakz kat bus aku feeling la amik gmbr...ok here the pic!

B4 MITING HIM

IN E BUS FEELING

WeiIii our grease dance...

2006-12-03T07:04:00.000-08:00

on sat 2nd decem...got tis ppl organize me ask me to dance for their function...so i ask my fwen to joget..it an old school function gerek la siul..but kwn aku eza she cant make it coz she werking..so we all ade patner sendiri..gals n guyz..grease mahh....aku ade video ni 1st show kite 3 org 2nd baru patner..but 2nd nye aku tk amik uh psl sume joget ...so 1st show 3 pmpn je joget..gerek sia org2 dia sume supporting!!!! ahkzkkz!....tpi wen dey koll out NURSHAINDAH & DA GALS...everione clap but aku dgn kwn aku ketwe..yg lelaki pon gals ke ahahakz..we start to dance! whUUhuuu..so we next week it gonna b a hip-hop dance..but i dunno wen n after the dance we got $100 voucher..its DBS whUUhuuu....k2 tis is the pic..video kat multiply k!..
tgh mkn!!! whuuuhuuu

tat huy is hot in real life!!!

i get $100 voucher

B4Tarian peFormance ...

2006-11-26T08:24:00.000-08:00

our tarian dance peformane for charity......ok here the pic

WhUHU sentosa trip

2006-11-22T12:28:00.000-08:00

had fun at sentosa..take cable car watch the snow...there a lot of pic kat multiply clik on it den u c all the newest pic!! ehUuuuh...

http://www.invalentina.multiply.com

c WAN n HALIM peforme at esp pesta raya!

2006-11-20T00:37:00.000-08:00

ok saturdae n sundae we went to pasta raya to c abg wan n halim joget ...both of dem from seri warna i guess wan da tukar dia skrg PA...yesterday kite alik lmbt arnd 3+am from 7 till 3am ahahkz lame ehk the show end at 5 am ...den todae plak habis siang kol 10pm...we c wan joget lagik but yesterday was most funni psl hussein saban n suhaimi yusof ade ..kecoh giler siul! org ketwe giler2 nyee...tempat ni kat esplanade yg ade stage near the riverside next sundae kite plak ade show whuuhuu cant wait gilerr..ahahakz..cant wait tis december my family n my papa we all go genting together! whuhuu...so here the pic!

TIS WAS THE SATURDAY SHOW 181106

we were reali feeling hot n berpeloh siul!!

ni la intructor aku wan nmpk the one wearing yellow colour cannot c ehk scroll down c more!

ni part nye cite gerek kelakar giler! hussien saban smpai ter ketawe jugak! wkakakakak

suhaimi yusoff feelings

ni la dia wan intructor aku...n julie the blue one is my junior dia da berenti aku makin itam ehk! i go pulau ubin ok!

TIS WAS SUNDAE SHOW 191106

intructor paling besar n the one wearing white badan besar ade kewat sikit!

nana junior...she mayb will cum back our tarian again coz nw she having o lvl

abg halim nana wan n aku!

aisha intructor aku wan n bati

wan n bati

ni la halim! still wondering at 1st place sape halim ehk! ni dia!..1st show dia pengsan...its tirring ok coz dey neva balik saturday sundae all e way joget

ofcoz diorg tdo kat PA tpi sekejub je

den mit dem tarian senior! whuuhuu diorg nk tgk tpi diorg lmbt stakarat!

playing water ke feeling?

readi to jump go!

berpelok2 smapi irfan budak kecik tu tgk2 n senyum2

candid! tis is wad u call budak2 tarian pendek! awkakakwka onli the green tggi!

irfan sooo cute!!

my trip to camping wif family

2006-11-17T23:42:00.000-08:00

Hey it was fun having camping wif family aku...wanna c the picture go my multiply n check out the photo n the blogs!

www.invalentina.multiply.com

next Day Peformance hari raya

2006-11-12T01:35:00.000-08:00

todae got peformace ...but tis tyme papa siang sikit dtg....after my peformance we went to town takashimaya to mkn..hermmm den go home lorr kekekekeke...weii mish my gemok la!...now he da tembam n so gemok!...i guess u guyz can c the diff..wkakakaka..everytime aku nmpk dia u noe wad i do...aku gigit pipi dia aku cium2 pipi dia!..GERAMMMM siakkk grrrrr!!!...till now aku tgh imagine tau!..wkakakaka..dia pulak mmg suke gigit aku...mane2 tmpat dia gigit ok! wkakakakak...lovvv my gemok muakx! ok2 here the pic

Hari raya Peformance after tat my family n my papa kite kuar MKN!!

2006-11-11T00:20:00.000-08:00

it was soo cool the peformance is on saturdae 11...i told my family to cum so they did!..n my papa lmbt sikit jekkk....after tat horr our 1st peformance...my family started to get closer wif my papa...even his picture is outside living room..part of the family kate kan kekekekeke...ok den after tat we go Mkn! at haagen dazs yeay!,....here the pic n guess!!! siape ade! Farida! n i duno wad tis guy name wkakakakka

weeeeekkk indahh!!

uncle faizal,papa,my dad & my adek

indah is taking oder from her mother! wkakakak

HAPPI FAMILY!!! wEEEEEE Oh Oh my 2nd bro takde! kekekeke

ape saje je la mak aku ni...

uncle faizal & aunty Liza

my mom & my bapak tiri

The Day Outz Wif My Parents

2006-11-09T12:02:00.000-08:00

ahahakz...wanna c my family...here it goes tpi adek aku yg 2nd takde aku rase dia mlz nk ikut....

The day Out Wif My Papa

2006-11-07T23:21:00.000-08:00

couples outing on hari raya me n papa where lite green and den the next dae me n papa both of us went out hari raya onli kite berdua we wear dark green..hehehehe Here tHe Pix Not Much Uh THE NEXT DAY

THE NEXT DAY

TagGies RepLies

2006-11-05T01:00:00.000-08:00

GUys2..I got nEw TagBoarD tiS one Is Easy I nO Nid To Reply U guYs At My Entry Simply I will Reply At My tagBoarD..kaLo tk NmpK u Juz HighLite The Word Ok! It Grey In Colour....

Reply To yana lee:

im awaz here!...khehehe muakc!

Reply To hi:

yaH n whu are u?
Reply To tijany:

weKkk! ahahakz

take care 2 muakx!
Reply To anisz:

tHkx sweet muakx!

Reply To rezeanti:

im great awaz..! ahahakz..my raye ?

great awaz...hw abt ya?
Reply To shikin:

da2 tkmo start mepek ehkk ahahak
Reply To irah-kenet:

mish u 2 irahh!!! camat raye 2 u 2

i will r-link u k sweet muakx!!!

Reply To lolliestar :

WhUuu i mIZ u 2 SweeT!!..selamat hari raya

kalo free tag2 la kat sini k muakx! miz ya alots

Reply To irahspydey:

sure i do! *winK*
Reply To suriani:

ko tk kol aku aku pn igt diorg kol kau

Reply To kiki:

insyaallah mepek jek kau...relek sua!

Reply To Irah Spidey:

dia to mmg perasaan ahahahkz...

Now Go Out Wif Mimi FwenS all Couples!

2006-11-04T08:30:00.000-08:00

couples outing on hari raya me n papa where lite green
and den the next dae me n papa both of us went out hari raya onli kite berdua we wear dark green..hehehehe
Here tHe Pix Not Much Uh

THE NEXT DAY

hari Raya Couples Day Wif My Fwens

2006-11-04T08:10:00.000-08:00

ok ahahkz ok la kinda gerek jugak ...mlm zaki peh open house..he invited me 2 go so i say to him mlm i will cum he say ok...so after we had finish jln raya....we went to zaki house fuhhh aku tk stop mkn mak dia msk sedap giler babi nyeee!..pawer gilerrr!..ahahahakz...

den2 achok n noh gadoh!..hiashh!!..tis is worst achok sepak muke noh coz noh kurang hajar..den noh peh mulut bedarah..so she run away n achok kejar...achok tarik dia dari texi...aku dgn tpa terpakse kene kejar dia...mati2 noh tknk ikut achok..kite naik lori uh..bt noh tknk ikut dia kalo da geram da majok tk igt dunia..so achok naik lori kasi noh naik taxi kite ikut uh taxi 2....achok kat lori sedih dia nangis siul airmata dia melilih siakkk...hoissh jahat2 mane achok dia syg giler seii kat noh...so skrg achok blg aku dia nk surrander...dia kan budak dlm kgn2 achok tk msok kerane noh uh..hiashhh...wadeva la ehkk aku dgn mimi tetap hapi2 wkakakaka coz we eat so much!...here the piC..! n oh yerr semlm member primary school aku dtg n budak kelas aku dtg...enJoi!
Kwn PriMary School akUu...

NI budak Secondary SchOol Aku ZakI n Noh...

Zaki N sarIp

PiNk cOuples In the Loriii..

say CheEesss...

Cehhh Abg2 amIk gmbr seiii..tk leh carry uhhh..fweeewit!..

Ahah wad Can I say..the Galz..wkakakakakak

Sweet PinK CouPles

Nadirah & Adi..Not Couples But BeStFweNs...

NoH aka Ayu & AchOk..Violent Couples...

Smileee Eveerii oneee........

in e Bus Otw G Umah FidaHsky...

Ahahakz So How Ok tk?..Ok la ehkk leh tahan wakaka mimi n i share Money to Buy tis $300 Couples Baju...

CUMMING UP NEXT MIMI KUAR COUPLES WIF HIS FWENS PUNYE TURNNN....I'LL UPDATE SOON ...MUST WAIT FOR MIMI TO SEND ME pICTURE

GoiNg Out RaYa WiF KeLasMates

2006-10-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

ok tis is fun..butt..but aku sorg pmpn aku igt diorg ajak matair ke kwn diorg ke..skali satu pmpn je diorg kol..aku!...kimak!...aku ade la tanye2...here the pic & and the video ...

but 1stly aku dari umah nenek aku....nah satu jek aku amik
kamarul n Me!

in the train otw g umah nifail!...

step sachok ..mcm paham!

c tis 2 idiot!..wkakak kat bawa blk! ahahahkz fir n zai....next is me n zai

DAMN! Hott! wkakakakak

nifail haven get dress...zai i dunno wad the hell is he duing...

tired horrr...

LAME...kuang3

sekarang kat umah kiki!..satu2 buat bende lain

Nifail main whiteboard,saleh ape tah dia uat pm aku tk tau,zai main comp

ni lagi 3 tgh dudok!....saleh! are u feeling sendiri!..OMG! so tembam! wkakakaka

saleh mcm datok2 plak!...tpi rambut dia kene cekau dgn harimau lerrr

Eekk Bucuk!!!....shafiq,kecik and saleh!...cam PAHAM!

SELAMAT
HARI RAYA!!!

After Tat last house umah aku..mlm gitu diorg chiow dari umah aku kol 11+..dennnn...after diorg da alik....kol 11.45 family aku ajak p mkn here the piCx!

my mom n my stepdad,my aunty n her boipwen!

ni ape kene dgn mak aku! guess hw old!...33..

adek 3rd ku n me!

END !

Sick N Tired...

2006-10-26T11:53:00.000-07:00

aku kat umah makcik aku...lari umah dari umah bpak aku i cant stand the stressness....bingit sial aku...cam sial!...1st dae of raye da ni mcm ...cam siak kan..bih skrg ni si sasha ex mimi pulak buat hal!...cam sial ..mepek siak ni pompam! tis year raye KUNIK SIAL!!!! mepek!!!

PS:...SASHA AKU STRAIGHT TO THE POINT...FOR UR INFO KAN...TKMO DEPAN AKU BBUAL BAIK....BLAKANG AKU KAU BBUAL MEPEK!...IGT! MIMI PEH BILL P BAYAR DULU.. ....PKAI HP ORG TK TAU NK BAYAR....LAGI SATU!...KAU TKMO BBUAL PSL AKU...AKU TK BBUAL PSL KAU... KAU BBUAL PSL AKU..MEPEK SIAK KAU!...MCM BUDAK2 SIAK...MAKIN LAME MAKIN KUNIK! UH!..MAKIN LAME AKU MAKIN GERAM..KALO AKU DPT TAU ....AKU TK KISAH AKU JUMPE KAU..KALO AKU TESEREMPAK KAU..KAT SITU JUGAK AKU BBUAL DGN KAU!!!

My New BedrooM...

2006-10-26T11:08:00.000-07:00

afterr all the tiring duing all stuff paint the room bla bla bla...tis was taken b4 raye 4 more dae...jeng2..i pomise u guyz rite to let u guys c my new room..tat i hav paint n decorate it!..whUuhuuu..yep2..i draw design in my room...here it goes

ni tmpt aku tgk tv main ps2 n my display...

tmpt aku makeup2 wkakakak ok..

tmpt tido aku...

cool ehkkk kekekeke..

my sliding almari ahahakz...

tmpt computer aku...nmpk 2 aku draw wkakakak...

Selamat Hari Raya!

2006-10-23T17:46:00.000-07:00

Minal Aidil Wal Faizin

Eid Mubarak

Hope you celebrate this day with the ones you love & on this last day on Rhamadhan I seek your forgiveness for all that I've done wrong.
XOXO
Always with Love,

to all my fwens kip tagging yah lot of lov from me..thkx for all the wishes...Muakx!

Sape Nk knal2?...

2006-10-22T02:29:00.000-07:00

ahahahkz tadi aku p umah makcik aku....biase jugak si usama ni tk habis2 tanye aku wether aku ade kwn pompan lawa2 tk..ahahakz..dia send aku gmbr dia kat hp lepas tu dia suwo aku tunjuk uh sape2 kwn aku yg minat...den dia kate.."ni la abg sedare kau yg paling sachok"...ahahakz aku kate uh "eleh! mentang2 kau arab..gilerr! ahakz"..teroz dia ketwe...den dia kate "kalo diorg suke kasi je no.aku"...ahahakz ok2 sape2 nk knal2..bleh la blg aku lepas tu aku blg dia ehkkk ahahahhakz..ni la gmbr2 dia..

ahaahhaaahkz..ni la abg sedare aku...nk knal2 blg aku tau name dia usama...okgo..

Tag Repliess

2006-10-19T03:22:00.000-07:00

Reply To Fila:

U saw me ehk?..asl tk tegoh!...ahahahkz lain kali kalo nmpk tegoh tau!..wkakaka..take care ya sweet!..niwae do u hav url?

Reply To Bom:

heyy niwae u r soOo cute!..me n my guy?..wkakakak thkx!..stay pweeti 2 ya take care muakx..dun 4get link me

Reply To Nanaaliciouss:

heyy there thkx for hopping at my blog yUhhu more fwenss...take care 2 yah sweet! link me ya

Reply To Yana Lee:

..Ahahakz no la..my hair mmg gitu if i siput je kerenting sendiri...baju rayee huuhuu! da da! hw abt u?

Reply To IrahSpidey:

HeyyyLoww..Muakx!

Reply To LoLLy:

WHuuu LoLLy!!!!..MissiNg U beb!

...Hurr tired dokk

2006-10-19T03:12:00.000-07:00

hmmmm well so tired yesterday after werk troz aku paint rumah well raye nk dkat..ahahahkz cool uh!...lov to do boish stuff..butt! im nt tom boi horrr...its like more interesting la...adek aku yg matrip 2nd...dia paint bilik aku coz i trust him dat he noes hw to paint ..im nt arnd coz werking!...den after dat aku balik je!..bilik aku bleh nmpk tompok2...natural room colour of mine is blue..i change to orange..but still can c the blue!!!!...he so pissed me off !..den dia pecah kan barang2 aku kat dlm bilik!..aku tanye dia..he tk admit!..cam siak!..so i decided to repaint it myself...tired sia!..later da siap i'll show u my room k!... wkkakakak...niwae i got tis Lov Quotes...touching dokk read it ok!

A girl asked her guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever... and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...
You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away..I'd die

sURvEY AHKz

2006-10-16T13:47:00.000-07:00

1. full name: Nurshaindah Rozlan
2. name backwards: Hadniahsrun Nalzor( fuhhYohh Name Sdp Dok!)
3. were you named after someone: No...
4. meaning of name: Nur(cahaya Nur) Sha(name Nabi) Indah(Memandang Sesuatu yg indah dan leger kan hati)...
5. nickname: Nur,Indah,Sha,In And Valentina
6. screen name: VaLentina
7. D.O.B: 050790
8. place of birth: KKH
9. nationality: singaporean.
10. current location:Di RuMha Lorr
11. star sign: CaNCer
12. religion: Muslim .
13. height: 158
14. weight: 50..Berat Benar wkakakak
15. shoe size: 5 sumtime 6.
16. hair colour: Natural(black) skrg da dye (peach Beige Black).
17. eye colour: brownish .
18. who do you look like: Singer,ArtiS,ActErss..(seriuzly Tk bedek wkakak)
19. innie or outtie: OuTtiE..
20. leftie or rightie: rightie .
21. gay, straight, bi or others: StRaiGht La OfcOz Beh pe Les?..wkakka
22. best friends: No best FweNs But Gud FweNs..AIN,SURIANI,JULIE..n manY2 More
23. best friend you trust most: No BeZfweN leR...JuLiE..
24. favourite pals: EvEriTiMe..
25. best friend of opposite sex:
MY KELAS 4T2 AnD MaNy MoRe...
26. best buddies: ErMmm..eNtahh ehk...
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: BOTH waKaKaka...
28. crush: MIMI,,caN i HaV u NoW...
29. parents: wAsSuP WiF mY pArENtS?!?...
30. worst enemy: NURUL JANAB!! I haTe To Hav Enemy Bt she MakEs Me haTe...
31. favourite online guy: RaHmAn,PiD,HaFiZ,ALIP...N mANy MoRe laR...
32. favourite online girl: SuRiAnI,TuTy AnD JuLiE and akU RaSe mAny MoRe...
33. craziest friend: sUriANi,NoRaiNi,JuLiE & ALiP
34. advice friend: RaMai SiOt!
36. person you cry with: MiMi
37. any sisters: NoPz...
38. any brothers: ShAHnIzAr [My 2Nd bro] & FadhLy [my lil brO]
39. any pets: Da LaMe AKu tGL kAn...DiA SaKit dOk keSian eHk..
40. any disease: aDe ...sAkit MimI....wAkAkAkaa...
41. pagers: ZaMaN dA BerLaLu...
42. personal phone line: 9855,aNd 8116
43. cell phone: Nokia 6670
45. pool or hot tub: Hot TuB..SeX Dok
46. a car: Da Ade AnAk ArU BleH...
47. your personality: JokeR...waKakaka...
48. driving: sCareD...
49. room: OfCoz.
50. whats missing: My MiMi Kot...
51. school: bedok town secondary .
52. bed colour: PiNk..FeeWitt...
53. relationship with parents: CaM biaSe gaK
54. believe in yourself: KiNdaa...
55. believe in love at first sight: mAyB...
56. good listener: KaDang2 waHahahaahah
57. get along well with parents: kadang2
58. save email conversations: yups !! hahaks..
59. pray: DU-UH!!
60. believe in reincarnation: APa 2...
61. make fun of people: OfCoz....
62. like to talk on the phone: kaDanG2..ahakz..
63. want to get married: TgK la Camne..Nk kaHwin SuSah taU..
64. like to drive: tKnaK uH...
65. motion sickness: huh??
66. eat stem of broccoli: sTeM doK....wakaakka
67. eat chicken with fork: 2 KaLo aKu KayE....
68. dream in colour: pink? kaN i haVe hoTpink plerSsss..ahahahah
69. type with your fingers on home role: aPe KebEnde 2...
70. sleep with stuff animals: BeAr..FeeWitt..
71. next to you: eRmmm...no Ones..kheeheh
72. on the walls of your room: mcm2 ada
73. on your mousepad: nothing .
74. dream car: i dun Like caR la!
75. dream date: MiMi..feeWit i waNt paPa.hurrhurr
76. dream honeymoon spot: my RooM cann aahaaakz..
77. dream husband or wife: Mimi keSayangan Ku..
78. bedtime: DePens iF aKu NgAnToK...
79. under your bed: NuTinG...
80. single most important question: dono
81. bad time of a day: mY teMpeR...
82. your worst fear: my w0rst fear is.. n0thing !! im 0nly fear 0f ALLAH!!...ceDebahhh
83. the weather is: caM Siak...JEREBU!
84. time: 1.35AM
85. date: 16 october 2006.
86. best trick did on someone:MaKe DeM LaUgh...
87. theme song: ReMixx
88. hardest thing about growing up: DiE faSt wakaakak !!
89. funniest experience: a lot .
90. scariest experience: enc0unted gh0st?! yeh right !! .
91. silliest thing you have ever said: quite al0ts.
92. scariest thing while you are with your friends: wakaakak...DuNo lehh
93. worst feeling: KaWan Ku sUke BikiN ku MeLaTar
94. best feeling in the world: to be loved.

ni la SURIANI SUWO AKU BUAT HURHURR...

Tired Dae..

2006-10-15T00:59:00.000-07:00

~~Taggies replies~~

Reply To Tijany:

hello! ahahahz awaz Pon kekeke..

muack! taking care ya!...

Reply To Yana:

hey sweet thKx muakx!

Reply To Dealovaa:

Wakakakaka Urs 2..So The very the cool!...

Reply To InaBaybe:

Yeah thkx for dropping By selamet berpuase to u 2!..Muackx

Reply To Yana Lee:

HeLLo!...

Reply To Zurababey:

ahahak..tHkx sweet!

Reply To Qisaron:

hey Thkx beb!

ok 1st of all im tired..hurrhurrr hiazz u noe wad working as under starhub telemarketing is fun bt biler dudok kat office peh sejuk..den koling2 org kan aku tk sangke mcm2 org ade...damnn sume kebnykan ngade2 ahahkz..bingit dok aku...i nid to find more sales sales sales...da bleh naik pangkat...k wadeva it is im tired!..hurrhurr

2dae is our anniversary....ahahahkz mis hym dok!..wkakaka..lagi2 dia peh pipi aku kalo jumpe dia! ARGGGGG Gigit dia nye pipi!...ahahkz germ siul..kiut banget!... ok la ni la gmbr2 aku kat keje...

TaGgies RepLies

2006-10-10T13:59:00.000-07:00

Reply To Ayumanje:

alalalalala HmM i wanna tag u but u Duh Hap TagBoard Liao...Ida Mane ehkk?...nvm Jux Add me kat msn in_sachek@hotmail.com add keaz MMuakx!

Reply To Miz'Green:

Kite lawa! tk Bgus tau puji2..dosa tpi tkpe pUji bnyk2 dpt pahale tau wkakakaka..tc Swit Muack! slmat Berpuase 2 u 2

Reply To AL:

HmMm nt sure caN add me kat msn...kekekee..not la where gt u oso Swit mah! feewitt!!...Link u oreadi u link me 2 keaz Muakx!

Reply To AdeqCute:

My blog song Nice ahahakz thKx...juz add me kat msn i'll tell u wad the song tittle..Thkx for bloghoP muack!

Reply to Phashion star:

Thkx Beb!

Reply To Nano:

Thklx Muchy Muackx!

Reply to Qisaron:

wkakakakak *blushing* alah kembang seminit jekk khehehehe

<br>
Reply To Nana Darlz:

Thkx Sweit Muckx!

Reply to Ninibebey:

Whuuuu saYe jugak riNdu banget lorrr...Muakx!

Reply To Irahspydey:

Thkx So Much Ya Irah Hearts u lots2 beb Muakc!

Feeewit Da lame seiii

2006-10-10T03:22:00.000-07:00

hiazz been so long nv update ehkkk ahahah bz nohhhh wkakakak..ok2 wen to geylang last saturdae...gerek dokk wif my fwens2 after our n lvl hiazz missing demm ....well i hav a website of graduation day my kelas and my other kelas later kalau aku da bikin tgh construction uh kekekekke..ok wadeva it is la ehkkk,,

si firdaus on sat ..ahahahk damn funni perut bleh pecah dokk..dia bikin klakar nk mampos!...den after tat diorg nk balik arnd 10 gitu uh den i kol my papa tanye dia kat ne...dia pon kat geylang so after my kwn da alik i go geylang wif my papa..my family pn kat geylang ...go jln jub dgn dia n kwn dia...sementara tggu my mom kol coz my mom say kol 11+ gitu kite p bowling...den jln2 takde pape den ramai plak kwn2 ku kat geylang..terserampak manager keje aku yg dulu damn she hot da makin lawa siakk..so den she ask for my no. den aku kasi mane tau hari raye bleh dtg kekekekke..

den papa da salam gitu u noe wad my mom say jahat siol dektu wkakakak..i told mimi jgn gatal2..jgn tgk2 pompan...den mak aku kate tkpe mimi kau tgk je pompan2 mane tau lawa2 ke...ahahah den mimi laugh....den tadi p ikea..i told my mom mak nk ke anak menantu mama yg selenger ni mimi..wkakakak den my mom laugh..den after dat aku feeling2 la ikea kan ade mcm2 ade katil la all the display so nice..den got one display pasal bilik aku duduk den aku kate dgn mak aku "mak...ni bilik kakak dgn mimi ni anak akak i want the design like dis"...den mak aku si cute ni kate..."eleh tu kau bikin sendiri...later u got husband u u ask ur husband to design" den she laugh...hiazzz mak aku mak aku....wkakakak here the picture on saturdae nyee...

Eeee Firdaus dgn Nifail gayz laa wkakak si nifail ni kat kelas gay nk mampos...wkakakakaka aku dgn kiki....

Tgk la si firadu ni feeling siak dekni..wkakakaka

TaGgies RepLies

2006-10-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

Reply To Naz:

hey sweeti tHkx so Muchy2..u taking care awaz k muackx!

Reply To Mazleena:

Seriuzz wakakak u 2 hapi fasting ya!..

Reply To Yannur:

U 2 Beb!

Reply To Rika:

Sure it Ok..tag My blog anityme aitez sweeti

Reply To Kad Keneizi:

WHoit Giler GemoK kau pgl aku wakakaka..sure2 i will tag ur blog revenge tyme *evil Laugh* hahahah.z.....

Reply To Tijany:

Thkx For droping By *winkx*

Peformance N modeling

2006-09-30T00:30:00.001-07:00

whuhuu todae is saturdae hMmmmm tarian tarian tarian..mondae n lvl paper writing dokKkk!....ok i got peformance 2 dae at henderson road...so i reach there wif liah at arnd 5 gitu...abg halim kip kolling it irritates me sia....den after da smpai gitu we tros make up whuuuhu lucky i no nid to make up for dem tired siaa..so makin lame dey noe la kan...

alermak sky henderson dtg hurrrrr...at nite he like kolling2 me u noe hw old is he?..26..look young la..actcuali aku tk tau mane si sky dpt no. aku so aku tanye dia uh "mane u dpt my no." ...si sky kate "lela"..one of my tarian fwens ..damn!!..tk blg org..siakkk!...den kat hendreson si sky kacau2 aku pgl2 aku..Wan pon same ..sindih2 aku..ermm sky mane sikit2 sebot name sky..sial uh! aku de jantan siak!...dey noe i got guy bt dey dun care..tat why every peformance kalau ade kat henderson road..kite nye budak tarian including me hate to peform der coz sume Hanyut n budak2 pon bersepah!...so sky kip kolling me "u psst sini jub uh..nk buke same2 tk i blanje u ni"..den si wan plak.."indah tgk muke sikit alermak lawa seii dia feewit"...den aku ckp "kau diam la wan tkde keje ehkk"....so abg halim tk suke aku berkwn dgn sky bcoz sky da ade BINI!!!..ahahahaha!..aku sendiri tk tau sia...nasib baik abg halim blg aku...sial peh jantan sakit budak aku rase!..wkakakakak..mcm2... da 26 plak 2...ok wad eva .den after the show i eza n liah cepat kene tukar into baju pengantin..whUuuh modeling dokk!...ok here the pic...

B4 PEFORMANCE TGH SIAP2...

OK NOW HERE THE MODELING WHUUU 3 ANAK DARA...

HIASSS SI POMPAN NI DGN LAKI DIA SEMLM ARU P R.O.M WKAKAKAKA TK LEPAS COZ DIORG PENDEK SGT AHAHAH,,,...

WEhHUUU EZA N ME..WEKkK EZA PKAI RAMBUT PALSU!! WKAKAKAKAK....

2 ANAK DARA YG MIANG NIE! WKAKAKAKAK....

LIAH AND ME...

OK SKRG AKU FEELING2 JUB...

OTW BACK HM..HISHHH

WADUH SI KECIK NI! DANIAL CINE GERAM AKU MANJE SEI TKNK LEPAS KAN AKU WKAKAKA..SOO KIUT PIPI DIA ARGGHH! DA BESAR CONFIRM SACHOK NYEEE....

Go shOppIng Wif My FaMiLy n My papa

2006-09-21T02:18:00.000-07:00

Ok had Fun Juz Nw SeriuzLy....My mom ask me to bring mimi along ..go shopping ngok wayang..actcuali my mom ajak dia ikut kite tgk wayang semlm but den dun haf show so yesterdae cancel...n todae!..ahahakz i told papa make himself free ...he say ok he will..so den my mom ajak dia ikut kite tgk wayang g mkn n shopping...but b4 dat..after school my mama fetch me n my brother to school coz my mom hav to cum to school bcoz of my brother...

tok2 wif the principle..i got to wait outside..hurhurr...teachers were shock to see me y i was in the office alone..ahahahkz..a chairman in class had a case!..no la!...wait for my bro n my family la...hahahakz and the teachers were like Ohhh ur brother fadhly...fadhly my brother become popular bcoz of me...my school whole bedok town sec..noes dat im the 1st gal to get suspended n the very the nakal gal in school had a gang fite bully ppl extotion stealing..n nw...i inprof myself n had a lot of changes..true u noe..bt wen i change n i bcum a top student ahahz! ppl dun belive! kanina!..ahahahkz well whu cares...so fadhly becams popular bcoz of me..he oso the notiest boi in school...got another bro 2nd one sec 3 fadhly is in sec 2...both are the same perangai mcm SETAN DOL MAT!...

my mom n my dad came to school everyone was looking at us..HA HA HA!!..i noe my mom is sexy n young rite...aler dun look like dat la.!..i was about to laugh sia!...mak hevoc anak pon same!..wkakakakka..but sumtime she irritating la....ok den after school den da alik umah we all watch BANGKAI BERNYAWE...it reali scary..u guys heard it b4 rite..shud buy interesting tau seriuzly..but this tv show its like da commen uh its about berdosa dgn mak ..beh susah nk mampos..da bnyk cite kuar gini kan kan kan...

ok den me siap2..i told papa to siap2 oso..mit us at taka soul garden..so ok he mit us der...after he reach oreadi i told him i'll fetch him n wait kat entrance...mak aku dgn adek aku dgn bapak aku kat soul garden diorg da rebus makanan da ahahahkz...beh si selenger ni plak msg aku kate entance mane bnyk entrance..alermak dengz btol la dekni..hiazzz so den da jumpe dia naik atas den we start to eat yumn yummm....papa n i eat so much sia...my dad tok wif papa about ns thingy...n den after dat we go book wayang..we watch JOHN THUCKER MUST DIE!..waoh! interesting u noe..ahahakz papa laugh like crazy included my family oso la..aku ahahakz tgh kesejuktan!..wakakakakka...b4 we watch tat movie we go shopping...not much la..adek aku belik kasut aku belik satu helai baju jek...den kat wayang..kite dudok hujung..my mom my dad n my adek dudok bawa my mom ask me n papa dudok atas ..cehh weewit..ahahahakz..den after dat we send papa hm...ngantok siakkk..hiazz..actcuali we hav fun..cool...more outing cumming sOon..my dad nk bikin camping n he told me to bring all my fwen n include darlink aku skali..cant wait for tat!..yeahh!...

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Yeke alah Hmmm merajok uh! wkakakak..yeahh thKx Beb...Mwah Mish U horr..Stay Cute beb!

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SHASHA!!!! Yep I hav..Wah Liao Weii..I Lurp Ur Blog siakk jeles tau aku wakakakak..take care beb!

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Wekk Hello sassy..Mish U la wekk!!

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Nak Nak Kish Bleh wkakakaka wahh Dia kasi Kishh la weEe wkakaka..take care SwEet..MuacK!

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Thkx Beb

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Thkx Ya..Take care awaz.

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WeEee..u 2 Stay Hapi2 awaz K muackx! Taking care awaz

~~THE END!~~

ahahakz my mom was shock!

2006-09-16T01:42:00.000-07:00

ok ahahahkz on fridae yesterday la kan..my mom nk ajak aku dgn adek2 aku p tgk wayang..hMmm..N ahahakz i was 4get tat 2dae was our anniversary..well...actcuali me n mimi we dun care abt the day or tyme..we just care how treasure we been 2gether..*sigh* even tot he hurt me lot2 i still lop2 him...ok wadeva...mmm me n my parents kite tgk cite the host..it very interesting..u guy betta watch..ni cerita is abt hongkong bahase kan usa.coz usa bodoh2 kan honkong..n it a abt a big creature tat eat everyone n bla bla bla ...ahahahhakz..ade sedih jugak la..so watch ya!..

next i told papa dat im going to tgk wayang wif my family..den papa sei "rabak tk ajak i"...den i say "ehwah kau ..igt tu kau tu keje,kalau aku ajak mcm kau nk ikut sikit malu la ni la.."...den he laugh...den he told me "ma..papa lum mkn seii..papa cume bwk $4 p keje"...i say " aikk duit u yg lain mane?"...he say "i lupe nk kaur kan duit,mama leh belik kan papa mkn den antar mkn kat keje papa"..den i say "ok ,i antar u nk mkn ape".."i sembarang.ma kwn papa kirim tau 6 org,ur mama kasi tk?"..i say " kau mcm tk kenal mak aku lepang kang!"..he laugh..so i ask my mom.."mak mimi nk mkn belik kan dia mkn ehk dia bawak duit sikit uh kawan dia pon nk"..den my mom say..ok tanye uncle jo kau tu leh antar tk den i say "..uncle jo mimi nk mkn bleh belik kan lepas tu kite antar kat keje dia"...uncle jo say ok..well uncle jo is my step father...hmm so mimi bbual dgn uncle jo kat phone..bcoz i dunno wat mimi nk mkn so i pass the phone kat uncle jo,...

lepas da belik mkn..den da reach kat keje mimi..ahahakz si laki aku 2 jage gate..dgn baju SOC dia beh dia nye jalan alahai..manje2 gitu wkakakaka..den my mom " yaallah itu mimi pendek nyeee cuteee nyeee"she laugh....uncle jo say "mimi npcc ke soc"..ahahakz..mimi da paiseii giler..den mimi giv me the money i say no nid..den i told my mom dat mimi nk bayar den my mom say " whoit mimi tkmo mcm2..cik belik tu amik je..tkyah bayar simpan jee..makanan tkmo mengire"...ahahahahkz..it not the 1st tyme my mom saw mimi ...many2 tyme oreadi onli 1st tyme nmpk mimi pkai soc whkakak..where eva i go..my mom or uncle jo will koll mimi to check wether im wif him..sumtime aku paitao wakakaka..den papa msg aku..kate "u i malu siakk..paiseii seiii..."..hiazz mimi ape saje jee..den u noe kan kawan dia kirim mkn..6 org so mimi felt malu la..ahahahakz ape jek..family aku tk lokek..ade duit belik takde diam2..wkakakaka..

.it was funy la yesterday ahahakz..can see tau yg mimi nk jln towards kereta uncle jo kwan dia sume tinggi dia je pendek..bentot..cute siot!..

2dae i hav to go to make up for budak tarian skola dey got peformance kat CC..teacher kol me say wether i can cum to make up kan diorg tk..Wahh indah seii weeit!..den everyone was like "indah u take corse make up ehk"..ahahakz kaye nah aku nk amik make up corse...wakakakak..many tot tat i take make up corse..but no la..i learn myself...i try every color tat match me..evern my own tarian aku kene make up kan diorg..but wen im in rush n myself tk readi i'll b mad!..n everyting mass up...i cant hear ppl say indah cepat sikit show da nk start tau..tat makes me fed up...

Ok Now Is Tyme For Me to Show U a Picture Of My Collection onli sum ajek..bear bnyk sgt coz no space horrr.....here it goes

MY MAKE UP THINGY!..alermka celak luper nk amik no nid la ...

together wif hIm papa bought me alot of tings..which i nv ask hor!..dia yg nk belik kan aku ..ni sume tyme anniversarry..ofcoz la aku pon ade belik kan dia ....Oh u c tat gelas..tat was papa bought for me our 1yr anniversary there a pic of both of us..lolly one to c tis bt i 4got now i pose oreadi hUrHurr..n ofcoz papa did bought for me a rose.but da layu wakakaka..chocs..cake..many2 more..romantic kan..tpi menyakit kan hati ...

i lov the heart shape n paling suke skali papa bantal Bucuk!..He Giv Me..nice tau dia smell kekekeke.c tat hp papa giv me oso..

oHh a mango shirt n 1 Jstring wif a diamond bhind ..papa like the read one..he say Hot!..dia yg pelih..si mentel nie wkakakak

hMmm a neckalace many photo of us..boleh bikin satu buku wakakaka. a watch perfume..

last but no least tis is were i put his photo..bnyk kan.Im crazy in Lup menn..besok2 jugak kite kahwin JOM!..lolly nk ikut kite kahwin...besok2..kekeke!..ahahhakz

TaGgies RepLies

2006-09-14T23:53:00.000-07:00

Reply To Rika:ahahkz i made it myself and i oso make for ppl..if u want like my sure..but dis time my request is closed..aniting..juz add me kat msn k..

Reply To YanaLee: yana lee sori2 i Link u Okeaz..sweet *Mwah*

Reply To kad-keneizi: ok la ok la..nnti kalau me nmpk u kat tamp me teguh lepas tu kite pekik AYAm!..ahahahahhakz..ok la stay sweet wif ur gal keaz giler! ahahkz

Reply To sheil: thkx for the link..sheila can gimmie ur links i want to link u

Reply To Tasharoy:ahahahahkz k la k la nnti ade contest i tell u la..ahahahahahkz sachek tkmo la..tkbgus pgl name tu nnti kembang..gorgeous! mak oii nnti sluar lagi koyakk...wkakakaka..eleh tasha pon hawttt! n gorgeous n lawa ..lagik2 ur face cam arab! jeles tau! *hamPH* kekek *mwah* hUgs*...

Reply To Ella:shUuuu tkmo puji kite..malu laa hahahakz..alalallala awak jeles ehkkk nnti kite stead dgn awak la kekekekek ahahakz..thKx for the wish *mwah* Hug*

Reply To MizGreen:Hey sorie la kite terlupe la wkakakaka u relink beb!*mwah*

Reply To Ika:tHkx SweeT

Reply To Rika: Hey there thkx for dropping by my blog..sweet *mwah*

Reply To Nano:Hey SwEet ThKx Ya!..Do Feel Free To cuM to My Blog N tag2 again Keaz..*Mwah*

Woahh Ahahahakz

2006-09-12T16:09:00.000-07:00

ok i did post a story abt i won the MTV MOBBED CONTEST rite!?....well guess wad ..last 2 dae the mtv person email me saying tat i can take the prize!...so she gav me the place to collect my prize...ahahahakz the themes is abt "I'M TO SEXY"..well well well...guess whu photo i put..MY PAPA(mimi) photo wanna C?..

Kuang3...at 1st i put tis photo at mtv without telling him ahahakz den wen i won!..n i get a HP!!! whUuhUuuu...i wanted to susprise papa den i was so hapi skali aku terblg siot!...

den juz nw me n papa wen to the mtv building to collect the prize...Fuhhyohh..so Big n ade cartoon network,Nickolodeon,Mtv..Mtv award..AOWWWW..especially dey display sOo many SpongeBob Toys Chair Bear!!! OMG!!!..i feel like taking tat all n bring hm sia!..wkakakaka..den the security guard told us to sit..ok we wait den the lady came..the lady ask for my IC n fill the Form..ceh shaindah seii! wkakaka..den the lady ask mimi "are u the one is in the Photo?"..papa Look Nervouse siaa!..wahahahaha..den she gave me the hp n a paper beg...

U noe the Hp i gav whU?..i gav to My Papa ..he was So hapi n den he oso bought for me a perfume..FCUK..Dia da lame oder .. kite celebrate kite nye 1yr 1mnth anniversary todae cOz ont at dae papa tk free. ...ahahkz papa say "ma nnti share papa hp ni k"..den i say " ape jek u ni..org da kasi tu amik la nk share2 plak"..wkakakakak..wanna c the picture we eat kat Pzhut sambil2 amik pic...

suke dia wakakakka

ni la dalamnyee..yg ade memory card n pape la..

ni la hp dia..

k ni my present

ni rapper dia semangat siak aku

Ni la Fcuk..

style kan..mcm bapak nye hp motorola

ktie dari dulu suke amik gmbr ksut kite tangan la..feeling katekan

THE END....aku pn tk tau lau hp 2 bgus....entah ehk...

SoRi PeEps!..

2006-09-12T01:07:00.000-07:00

ok2..i nv reply ur tag at scream out k..i'll reply ur tag at here can..coz it kinda easy for me..using tat box is kinda leceh seii...ok here my previous replies n Oso my new replies....

Reply To zoola:wEkk thKx ya Sweeti *mwah*

Reply To passer By:Yah Sum of dem i copy From My mother card wakakak..den from the Love.com..hMmm is it either of tat phrase is urs..if it Im sori ya..

Reply To Ana:ana..sakit kan hati kalau lelaki buat gitu..i cant take it..but i do reali lov him so much seii..*sigh* im Juz afraid....Thkx yana For the advice *Mwah*

Reply To Shacute:Yeah Sweet I wIll thKx ya *Mwah*

Reply To Irah:AhahahK u uh dari kat fwenster still say we swit..ahahahkz thKx q thKxQ niwae kan dari dulu tau i like ur hair..pinjam leh?..wakakakka stay GORGEOUS awaz ya! *Mwah*

Reply To Yana Lee:No ProB sweeTi I wiLl *mwah*

Reply To Abby:Hey tHkx Sure i WIl *wiNkz* Mwah!

Reply To Ella:aahahahk sori beb sumtime bukan me the one yg kat msn kdg2 my kwn..haha mcm mls nk pkai pswd..

Reply to Kad-KenEizi: ouhh yah hor me lupe niwae hw are u da lame da dgr cite...hMmm

Reply To Lafiz:WeKK lafIz!! wkakkaka..i was checking Out My linkies nk delete which yg takde..Den one by one came acrosS urs..So me lupe uh nk tell u i chg!..HurHUrr..I was Here Aitez thKx 4 the CoMments niwae Stay Cute tAu! *wiNkz*kekeke

Reply To BaByIqaH:Yeah i LiNked u Oreadi WeEe..

Reply To Pokadots:ahahakz.alah itu pon setonet..kecik wakaka..

Reply To BeautifulDisaster:He Stay bedOk..Knal Ehk?..

Reply To lolly:Lolly I lov u..U noe Tat! wakakak aku eksen jek ahahakz terbatok yerr kesian ehk kekeke..*hUgs*!

Reply To Ella:WeK!..Da Ade Pswd ...Sweet..Late Tell me kat Msn K *wiNkz*!

Reply To NanasKy:HurHurr..Kite TetaP diSini KekEke..*MuacKZ*

Reply To CT:ThKx So Muchy2 Yah U 2 K*hUgs*..Stay Strong GAL PAWER!MuakX..Niwae Y Nv Use Blog NiMore Seii Tkpe Kat Msn Kite chat2 K kekeke

I cuD Nt 4GeT It...

2006-09-11T22:32:00.000-07:00

Even do me n mimi are ok nw...bt the feeling of my pain is still here...i shed my tears everyday..EVERYDAY!.....i noe it oreadi pass..bt im juz afraid tat he wud do his mistakes again n again..i think back..1yr+ wif him he does so many tings bhind my back..n i dunno...lucky my fwen whu is der for me..they told me..n dey let thier shoulder for me to cry on....i reali trusted hym alot..till wad i found out..i juz cudden trust him animore...everytime i saw his face i cry ..cry n cry..why he let me sufer?..n wad i did wrong t him?..can i trust his promises?...i juz hate his swit toks...he wants to b wif me till the edge..he dun want to let go of me..if he say all tis..why he does stupid ting bhind me which hurt me sOOO much!...he juz so selfish..so selfish 2wards me...(..argH! i try 2 b strong..bt the tings kips repeating in my mind!) i try!

I tried putting myself 2gether,no matter how hard i tired,but i cant

wud he still lov n care for me ?onli he have the answer i don't leave it to fate,It all up to him,his choice.Does he love me? i noe he does.Does he ever love me? i still noe he does. I trusted him that i noe things are all rite there but i just cudnt have it positively....

im just wondering wat else he were HIDING?? ..i gave him everiting and im greatful to wat he does.making da best of me But....its all for him for us for our future.is this gonna b 4ever? i aint be nothing ....he were pretending actress of his own world having the best of two?..i may nt be preety Nor am i a good lover im just special tat took him away where he cud onli dream

its fucking though very tough being see there n done that,i have feelings 2!! a lots of nite i prayed i just gracefully hope tat god take me away i cant stand to live like tis way longer every love that blossom for him ..It hurt a Lot!! i just wish i cud slip and never wake up so tat i wudnt hav stresses him to quicken things up. Does he still love me? he say yes...was it another reason not to hurt me... perhaps love...

i hate being me he werent here rite nw that i reali nid him most where is he?..mayb wen im gone he'll miss me 4 sure... to live is 4 die slowly and it killing me real slow... will there ever be a time where we will be 2gether without leaving or having to leave? he noe he is a complete man ..that why i lov him..and i just cant leave without him i gave him the last piece of me having to assumed 100% gauranteed tat i am all his "HUNNI" i wud nt want him to doubt me animore....

i always choose to remain silent even though im hurt but sumtymes why prolonged something that have already broken?why trust someone who cant be trusted no use loving someone who kept hurting me over and over again.Love someone.....who r willing to support me when im down and stay by my side when i need u Unfaithful brats are not worth it. i gt nuting else to say animore the one i'd awaz been hoping for is juz a dream tat will neva cum true im lost extreemely hurt!...i will nv 4get wad he does to me..

i try bt it hard...it easy for sum of my fwen to ask me to leave him..U GUYS WERENT IN MY SHOE!..bt the hurt of my feelings is WORST!...do u noe tat wen u guys ask me to leave him..my heart started to beeps faster n faster n it hurt!...i noe tat u guys may tot tat he is nt worth it...if ur boifwen do dat to u..i bet u were crying out loud n wanted to kill urself!.....onli my fwens whu close wif me noes my feeling....i do reali lov him bt im juz to afraid..BCOZ OF TAT STUPID ANAKMELAYU! I DUNNO WHU THE HELL RECOMAND TAT WEBSITE BCOZ OF TAT MY GUY STILL FLIRTING WIF OTHER GALS IN THERE!..i use to hav bt since he enter my life i delete everitink..EVERITINK!!!...HE JUZ CUD NT SEE WAD I DID TO HIM..I SHOW HIM SO MUCH LOV N HAPPINESS!..

well its oreadi pass the ting nt long tyme pass it a new pass ahahakz..i post tis juz to shout out my feelings....u guys may tot tat we are a hapi couples..wad on my mind is gals awaz get hurt...trust me..for thoes single bitch.(not all) whu doesnt seem to noe tat the guys whu are aftering for u mite b attach check on them !onli tat they doesnt want to admit..i pity the gals whu are attach..bt sum are lucky to hav a loving boifwen..*sigh*...tis year many relationship had a fite..hiazzz...wad a world...

Alahai...hMmmm

2006-09-09T15:37:00.000-07:00

well kinda bored at hm..kite da pindah...kat tamp..hiazyyoo...mis my bedok seii..my fwen n everyone at bedok!....gonna miz all kwn2 budak2 lepak ,macdonald,streetsoccer...ahahakz besfwen aku nani dia pon pinda kat pasir ris tpi sementare ni dia tgl dgn bpak dia kat tamp...it ok den..my aunty leave tamp,my mom fwen leave tamp..bleh la aku singgah2 ehkk...2dae morning tot of g joging..si nani lak tk leh semlm dia ajak aku mlm2 p joging..aku lak yg tk leh wkakakakaka...bored la siak!...

hMmm psal mimi yahh im still wif me...he realise his mistakes..n beg 4givness..tau tkot wakakakaka...he tell tat even tot he hurt me alots..no matter wad his feelings 2wards me still strong n wont change..(duuhz!..kalau syg aku knape buat *BaHaLoL* )sumore he can say it was a joke..sial la joke eh...he say dat dia sakit can hati pon dia tetap syg aku n walau mcm mane pon dia slalu belik kan aku hadiah..(mmg romantic)...ramai kwn aku kate suwo tgl kan dia...ramai kate suwo lupe kan..it easy 4 u guys to say..tapi hati aku ni susah nk lepas kan dia..psl dia la yg terlalu baik dgn aku..tpi dia sincere ke?..itu aku tk tau..bt ofcoz i wont leave it to fate..the tings is up 2 him..his choice mahh...

nwdaes seem 2 b weird...alot of my galfwen n guyfwen telah dilukai wakakka..kesian diorg...we cant blame the gals..we cant blames the guys..actcuali both..kekeke..true wat..BOTH!..my fwen nye kwn..tis couples since primary school till nw dia still on diorg da kahwin tau wahh lame kan nw diorg 25 i guess...beh si zul nye kwn army 8 yrs 2gether lame siot!...wish aku dgn mimi kekal sampai kite mati ehkk kekekeke...tu pon si dektu tk buat hal!..kalau dia buat hal..aku terajang kang!..wakakaka..

semlm kan aku blg mak aku yg aku nk kahwin(aku testing2) heehee.."makkk kakak nk kahwin uhh":...she say "mimi tu da cukup duit lum?"...ehk si mak aku ni cam paham..wakakak..biase la makmude 31 dok..kluar dgn dia org igt kite adek-beradek ..punye la sot...well sumtyme i pity her..sumtime..bleh jadi galfite ahaahahkz...kalau nk kate dulu mak aku mmg la suke pkai sexy2...skrg tk sgt kat umah je sex2 ahahkz mak aku mak aku....well..lucky 2 hav a young mother..she understanding n suporting...bt sumtime irritating busted!..wkakaka..

ok la till here den..*yarWniNg*...MornIng everyoNe..

Thkx to My kwn Whu awaZ b There 4 Me

2006-09-06T11:44:00.000-07:00

hiass...INDAH GOT TO B STRONG!!!...well..me n mimi still on..we dun hav any intention to break up or wadeva it is uh.....damn wad make him do dat to me sia..i still wondering seii...wad i did wrong i oso.dunno...we were soo ok at 1st...hiass...cobaan siak ni sume...n ofcoz i hate hapi ending!...which 4giv n 4get...aku ni soo lembut sgt...FucK uh!

to my sayang2 fwen...Lolly,yana,kecik,Irah,Abg Riz,Mouse,Alip,Nurul,Eza,Nani,Kak leza,Julie,Suriani n Many More..I HEART U GUYS SO MUCH!!..kalau korg takde hiazz..aku tk tau siap aku nk mengadu...Thkx u guy 4 being der wen im down..thkx for gimme the semangat to b strong!..thKx2 Lup u Guys Soo Much!! MUack! i will nv 4get u guys!

i Noe U Love To SeE me Suffer!..

2006-09-06T06:47:00.000-07:00

I dont know where to start

All I know is you tore me apart

Messed me around and broke my heart

I dont know why and I dont think I want to
But I know thats what you intended to do This pain is hard and I dont know how to cope Maybe I should just hang there from rope Would you be happy if I was dead? That’s what I feel to do and die in bed A girl of 16 overdosed they will say That will be the gossip of the day One tablet then 3 and 4Here I am on the floor I need some one to help me But death is all I can see I dont want to see him sad But this is how you make me feel Depressed so lonely and ill Everyone thinks Im doing fine Taken the first tablet dont feel so bad Soon ill have a bath and make myself bleed This is not for attention its a need This is the story of how I died No police report no-one lied I'm sitting here crying I got to say goodbye I gave you the cold shoulder because I don't want to see you let go You've moved on and I know Why wont god take me and make me smile Ive been trying to die for a while My thought is sore and dry I cant stop crying even though I try Second tablets gone Im going to hell where I belong Its only two and I've dont this before but I feel sick I wonder what people will say that girls thick

Just a few more hundred and ill be done No more sadness just some fun Tell mimi he means a lot to me and I want to got Park And get drunk in the dark But I

guess it wont happened because ill be dead I mean everything I've said My memory is starting to goOh well f*ck it ill go with the flow Third ones done could hardly keep it down I want people to be happy and not be sad and frown Think of wifey madness as a clown Im starting to shake The rooms all dark and I feel like Im in an earthquake Im getting coldI want some here to hold If kak leza was here I would b fine She's my fav sis and only mine I don't want to see her upset She’s the best sis I've ever met Looked in the mirror I look like dirt I cleaned my face dry Dont see the point I still want to cry I been drinking all day and night Maybe I should go out look for a fight I feel abit stupid now but must carry on Going to hell where I belong I'm going to take another Fourths one gone it's for you I can feel it in the back of my thought I'm so cold I need a coat I wish it could be quicker I wish it could be easier My emotions are everywhere Everywhere I go there always there I know how to do it I'm not thick I'm feeling tiered ill have a fag and go to bed Hopefully in the morning ill be dead Just a few more pills Love kills Its twenty past three I'm on my fifth Didn't think id feel like this Might as well take my 6 n 7Maybe then ill go to heavenWonder if my aruah will be waiting for me he's someone I wouldn't mind to see Stuarts starting to ask

questions why though he doesn't care Just taken number 6Don't know why but I feel sickMy body's gone numb I can't cry I just feel dumb Stuarts clocked and starting to understand I wont tell him nothing his a man I need number seven before its too late I want to die it's hurting me now Im starting to cry Why am I doing this to myself My vision is going blurry I'm seeing things walk past that are furry I'm going to take number 7 and 8 I wonder how many people remember this date Will they make a song about me?I don't know if I can do this Couldnt keep it in I feel so illI got to carry on Just a few more and ill be gone Just took one more Swallowed my sick so it didnt go on the floor Im starting to fill fine Maybe I should take another one and make it nine First ill have a fag I need to grow up and stop being a drag

ARGH FUCK YOU!

U SUCH A SELFISH

I HOPE KARMA WILL CUM 2 U!..

Teachers Day

2006-09-01T21:32:00.000-07:00

WhUuUU..Juz Nw Kan I go Check Out The Mtv MObbed! In The net..Ahahakz i Put My papa Nye Gmbr.There Tis Contest.The Themes Are Im Too SexY...GueSs wad!! We WoNn..Papa Didnt Noe Dat I put His pIc kekeke..YeaHh! Dpt Free Hp dOK!...dEn Juz Nw I tOld Him..He LaugH sia ahahahakz..CooL!...

ok2 abt teacherS day YesTerday WaS fUn i wAs Really HavIng Fun Coz It Was My laSt DaY oF scHooL maH...Hurrr SaD2 siot!..ok2..GoNna Mis All My KawAnz..Bt Nvm After N We Dcide to Make Chalet..GoNna B HappeniNg doK!..ahahkz..
ok back to teachers day..HAH!..kelas aku banyak budak Dk..so dey were Looking 4ward for me to cum..dey kip saying "indah Datang tau tgk aku peform"."indah kau dtg tk besOk"
ahahahkz..so weri nah diorg..n Ofcoz i nv 4got to Bring me camera...i was looking 4ward abt the Dk peform..diorg yg peform aku yg tk sabar wkakakakak.aku tk sabar coz SALLEH JADI KAROT!!! WhUUhuuu..Dia tu da Montel Ramai org suke dia..ahahakz..saiful Pulak Jadi Juare..Wahh!!!i got the video C k2..den u noe wad!..Muke pronciple cam Taik sial!..Kimak tol..dia kan mane suke kelas kite mentang2 tecH pe pandang rendah pe sial!..tyme dk peform Muke princeple Cam Konek! Mepek Sia..sume budak2 tgk muke kremple..Sial!..sume tanye siak muke kremple cam taik!..mmg sebijik cam dia!..ok2..lower sec kene g hall for excersize..n upper sec..ahahakz we Do line dance,n chicken dance!..woAhh! Fun Dok!..i got the Video I'll Show u..Nah c all the photo Ok!
Ok Go!

JENG JENG JENG TECHERS CUMMING
STAND UP EVERI BODY WKAKAKAKA!
principle kremple Muke KONEK SIA!!!..MUKE CIBAI!!..

NOW THE CONCERT HAS BEGIN!

1st COncert tHe BedOk towN BaNd

The Indian Dance

The Sportleader Dance

The Bedok Town Rappers He rap Mcm Nigga Sia!..Nice!!

The English Ape tah aku lupe

Yeahhh my fav! the Dk ppl..Kebnyak kan budak tech n kebnyak kan kelas Aku.tu pasal Kremple Muke NonOk!

NOW THE FWENS!!

The GuyS AdI,Saleh,Zaki,Md Noh

me n ayu sachek

Me n Adi!! weEee

The GurLz,Dari bawa.Aisha,me Ayu Top.AmirahFidah,latifah,AyU,Tpah

Saleh Kusyuk Duduk Kat Kelas

Zaki N my English Teacher N Md Noh..English Teacher Aku Baik Dok! His My Fav!
actcuali sum of the ex bedok town nk amik but den we go lepak2 wif sum of the guys n wait 4 dem..diorg menghilang..

A New Make Up For Mei!

2006-08-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

Ok Well2..2dae nv Go SkOla..hiaZz Bgn Lmbt lerr!..boring seii tk g skolaa....lov skool muchy2....den nuting better to do at hm..listen song...chatting wif my kawan!..den kan2..i Got a New Make uP whUuuHooo...It Cost 100 Over DOLLERS!..wanna C..it like a diary But Wen U OpeN whUhooo Pawer Dok..Sayang seii lau nk pkai ahahahkz

1 Year AnniversarY

2006-08-16T23:48:00.000-07:00

finally...i have been waiting for tis dae....ahahakz it reali2 sacrifice...wad u hav done? ..n wad u hav get?...so nw..wad i get is a gift tat god send me..Tarmimi is the gift i found...n wad i hav done is sharing my lov to him,sacrifice my life wif him..n being patient in wad ever i do....there mayb ups n downs..every relationship as tat...the onli ting is dun fite over small lil ting..dun b to kongker...do wad eva the patner say....

ok here wad i goona tell u a story..heheee abt me n my guy dating on our 1yr anniversary..even b4 1yr on 12 august he bring me sumwhere special!...he such a romantic person! ok..On the 12 Agust...it reali swit i reali enjoy n having fun..he awaz hug me n kiss my 4head...ok2..den on the 15 of august he bring me go eat swensen n c movie...the most romantic part is wen we were at swensen...i was holding my papa hand sitting down ofcoz...he say "mama..can u open ur beg i wanna show u sumting"..n i was like " 4wad! "...so i gave him my beg to him..n he took out sumting a small plastic beg...n he say " ma i'm sori i dunno wad to buy 4 u"...n i was like reali malu..2 accept tat present...so i say " pa!..thkx pa i lov u so much"..n he ask me to open n c...so i did...i open n c..woah!!!..it reali beautiful n swit!...GOSH!..cair siak aku!...i wanted to kis hym but mane leh kat swensen..ppl so many liao!...den my heart keep beating faster n faster...ahahkz i wanna cry actcuali..geeee..bt den i tahan...den mkn sudah dtg..he ate a chicken baked rice n i ate speggetti..ape tah aku pn lupe ahahakz..den after finish eating dat our ice cream came..we share coz it has 4 icecream mix flavour ofcoz..n he suap me i suap him ...he suap me i suap him...den kan there tis tiny small chocolates mcm kacang..i told my papa.."pa open ur mouth i wanna blow tis chocolates to ur mouth c wether i can"...so he open wild...n CHOOt!...it masok! ahahahlz..cool!..den papa say " ma! my turn cepat la!" i say "tknk la i tkot msuk hidung nnti"..he laugh...i took a tissue n make a hole so dat it covers my nose kekeke..den ahahakz u noe where he shut!..tat chocolates stick on the cair!..ahahakz den he sae " ma tgk the chocolates melekat kat krosi aahahakz"...we laugh like crazy sia!..org pon tgk...ahahakz..den we dudok kat tmpt yg kite bertemu dan bermula cinta ahahahkz..romantic sia..i told him "pa can we rewind the past"..so we make a action wad we hav done on the past..all those words..n the laugh...hiashhh PAPA!!! I LOVE U ALOTS!!!!....

papa he keeps his promises he told me he wont leave me..he wanna b wif me till the edge..he say i'm so special..papa thkx papa i lov u dear..plz pa all i hav is u dear...

can u c the rantai..tat the rantai he bought for me..he oder n ask sumone to send tis rantai at my hm it cums along wif the ear ring..nice rite ..i lov it...Muakx thkx papa...

ni tyme kat swensen...kushuk skali dia mkn ice cream..c the kemeja ..tat kemeja i bought 4 him on his bufdae...he wear soo sachok sia..cair aku memandang ahahahahk!

and to all my fwen thkx for wish me anniversary every month n year...loving u guyz muaxk heart u all la..special LOLLY,AYUSACHEK,FIRDAUS,MY CLAZMATZ ,MU GALFWENS...

U GUYZ ROX!..HEART N LOV U ALL! MUAKX!

waHH TidaK di SanGke..

2006-08-08T11:33:00.000-07:00

...ok den da gitu2 ade gadoh hiashh so funni i did record aku kan ehsai!...INdah tkmO cam paham uH! ahahahahakz..ok2..da gitu2 den2 kan kan kan da tu je..mau tgk budak2 kelas aku yg budak paling nakal...meh tgk pic diorg...nk knal2..boleh...ape salahnyee kannn...(no stealing eh)...ok untuk sesorg ni dia mati2 tk caye aku ni anak sedare kepade fuad Rahman...well i gonna pUt his pic n anak dia..ok..bini dia skali...Tgk la kau puas! Bodoh tk caye kan amik kau!

(meh TgK gmbr kelas aku dulu)

Ni zaki n mdNoh nmpk atas tu ramai org kan!..tu monyet2 tgh tggu kite..

Saleh,mdnoh dan zaki ni zaki tyme jiwe botak ahahakz!.

Zaki Dan Adek Aku...

Sammy,Mdnoh,Zaki,Nifail...

ok kepde si babi ni la kan...dia mati2 tak caye k skrg kau bleh tgk!..babi cinabuey tol!

ni bapak aku!..abg kepade Fuad! ade paham!

Ni tyme chalet aku last 3 years seblom dia jadi popular...bersama isteri dia ...

ahahahl ni la pgl kecik2 da gangster..si nakal ni gua sayang sama dia!..dia dgn fuad sekaki..ehem ade la...

ok nk tau mane satu anak dia...adek tiri aku yg pkai baju merah si mentel!..anak fuad yg baju biru da besar tau dia skrg kiut siak! cam negro...

jeng jeng jeng..sape nk tau fuad tyme kecik2 dia dokong adek aku yg 2nd...ni la dia...

uh ni tyme chalet aku yg aku kate tadi senyum mau lebih...nk tau kite anak sedare dia pgl dia ape..Cik Puad..wkakakaka

ehk babi da puas tgk babi kanina!...

bertape semangatnye aku ni letak gmbr2...pasal tu budak tk caye kan..pantat ahahakz bodoh peh bahalol!

i'Ve been tag By Nad!!!WeEeee!! kekeke

2006-08-05T12:54:00.000-07:00

~Where U Live?

Sumwhere Arnd East N West

~Latest Addiction?

GucciRush & Esprit

~Song That U're Listen Rite Now?

10 Out Of 10

~What Are U Doing Rite Now?

Nuting

~Who Was The Latest Person U Went Out To Eat With?

My Tarian & Modern dance Fwens

~If U Were A Toy ,What Would You Be?

TOY?..as In Relationship or..A toy where Kids Lov to Play?...If it Relationship..DiG My FucKing ass!..If a Toy Kids Lov To Play...ofcoz BARBIE

~Where Would You Want To Go On Ur Honeymoon?

My Papa Lov To Go Newzealand N London..I juz Follow where He Go..Bt I want to Go to DisneyLand !

~What's Ur Ringtone?

Tokyo Drift , 10 Out Of 10

~What Do U Tink A Toblerone Is?

IzZit a Chocs?

~What Are U Wearing Rite Now?

My SeXy Small Boxer n A Spegatti Strip

~Do You Wear Contacts?

YuPz..OfcoZ!

~What Was The Best Advice Ever Given To You?

I dUnno To ManY!

~Can You Drive?

Can !Small Car

~What Are Your Plans

Go Out wif Papa cant wait *giggles*

~Favourite Films?

So Many la!..

~Do You Like To Dance?

OFCOZ!..i Myself a Dance ..Hiazyoh!

~Are You To Shy To Ask Anione Out?

No!..Actcuali sumtimes uh

~Worst Telling In The World?

HMmmm

~Worst Sound?

A Giggles Which Is Weird! ..ahahakz

~What's Is The 1st You Do When You Wake Up?

BATH LA!

~Roller Coaster,Scary Or Exciting?

Exciting!..i Nv mis A change to take roller coaster ..FAV siak!

~How Many Time You Do You Let The Phone Ring b4 You Answer It?

Many Time uh..sumtimes its like irritating sia!

~Is The Glass Half Full Or Half Empty?

Wad toking u?

~Your Best Physical Feature?

My PANTAT!..wakakaka

~Milk Or White Chocolate

White Chcolate

~Day Or Nite?

Nite soO cooling

~Summer Or Winter?

Winter..best kan

~Cake Or Pie
Depends wad cake n wad pie..if nice i take if nt nice i throw

~Diamonds Or Pearls
Can i choose Both?

~Sunrise Or Sunset
Both can? kekeke

~Have You Ever Broke A Bone?
YuPz My hand..N Chicken Bone nice to rogol the chicken..esp KFC kakakaka

~You Hate People Whu Are?
Bbual world..tok bhind my back den lau nk gadoh in the net its like mepek..asl tknk jumpe kan hiazz kesian ehkk..irritating fucking busted!

~Do You Believe In Fighting?
Ishk! my fav uh fighting..Now da lame aku tk gadoh tau..aku nk rase daging org ni!

~What Skill Do You Wish You Had?
HMmm DunNo uh

~Where Are Your Favourite Places?
Everywhere

~Who Sent You Last Sms?
Julie

~Last Sms You Sent To?
My Papa

~Last Person You Talk On The Phone?

My Papa

~People Whom You Chatted With Last Nite?

No I nv On Comp

~Last Photos You Took With Fwends?

Yesterdae Lor..wif My tarian

~Any Plans Of Going Out?

yUpz..

~What Would You Do After You Answering This Bulletin?

Den wad U expect me to dO?..Stupid Bulletin jee..

~Last Question,You Tag Victims?
WHU EVER IS RAJIN K THANK Q!

On ThurSdae Go Trainning Kat PSA And Den Next Dae real Dae

2006-08-03T00:07:00.000-07:00

ok Todae i Got tarian Training den yesterdaE Me N my Adek Go Play PoOl...Everydae Play PoOl at ECP every Mlm U Noe.later i shOw u the Pic k...Ok2 back to My story...our Tarian Get selected tO dance at PSA builiding For National Day Observance Ceremony...The Ministry Of Transport Yg select kite...Gerek Kan..jadi kite tak yah skola uh..thursdae n fridae...so den we go to tat place guess wad?...soOOoo tinggi n So Besar mcm jaKon siak aku...Besar Dok!...den Tmr Dia Nye Real Dae ..waooooo!..Ok2 here the Pic!

mKn dia baik doK! sedap giler babi! siakkk!

PoMpan2 FeeLing....

TakIng PiC ...

Hiazz MakNyah Kat Tgh SiBoK jee..ahahahahakz...

AiKK si eza Ni..ahahKz feeling2..

Dua Jelita....

Kat MRT malu nk amik gmbr wakakaka

Aku dan Liza...

Mee...

Lela..Mkn Yerrr...

Dua GadIs mauahahahah...

Kat Psa Building nye toilet lawa Dok!...

Adek aku 2nd ...Kt ecp Pool...

my 3rd n 2nd adek

PefOrmance Ku ahahahz

2006-07-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeee....nari akuade peformance..2 tempat kat Tamp org kahwin nye dgn hendreson cc ...2 peformance..TK BLEH TASHAN uh!...aku mlz uh nk cite psl peformance aku..k2..after tarian kite bergmbr2 ehk kat luar...nk tgk !..p scroll bawa sendiri!...den2 kan lepas tarian aku,liah n liza go town....ahahahkz very kecoh2 uh we tige we BANYAK feeling2 la...but liah go hm 1st me n liza jln2 dulu coz my mom nye kawan gonna fetch us...so we jln2 lor.....HmMM nuting Much nah tgk Pic

Ok Ni la PomPan2 FeeliNg ...ahAHahkz SeEyak2 Cam Paham Jeeee

29 july Wan nye chalet

2006-07-29T22:50:00.000-07:00

ok hMmm on saturdae...wan ade chalet kat pasir ris costa sand.....denn it fun reali!...all thoese modern dance nye budak2 sume ade wancine n the groupe dtg mlm alahai aku da alik lela pon same dtg mlm..aku dgn juli kite dua org g chalet ...eza liza lia entah diorg keje uh...den ...i did msok one of the modern dance nye groupe i told u b4 rite aku tarian n modern dance...it fun seriuz..but kdg2 biler buat susah sikit...i love all the gayboy nye joget ..diorg pandai joget siol!..maut la siak!..tpi kesian hensem2 gayboy...tk leh kate pe kdg2 gayboi leh terpikat kat pompan wakakakaka..tat wad aku tau uh...alah aku bnyk kawan gayboy..sum fwendly ade cam pantat!.....den Belle dtg..aku igt belle dgn dia peh boi naik moto skali tu moto dia la ahahakz..aku paling suke belle peh tatto lawa siak.blakang badan dia poker card kat blakang pingang dia tribal kaki tribal jugak...ksiow ehk ni pompan...alerrr aku tkde gmbr dia uh!..ehk tpi belle gerek siak...aku juli n belle BBQ ahahahkz..kite BBQ kite Mkn kite BBQ kite mkn ahahahahahakz.belle lagi siak..Kuat mkn seh dektu..ahakz.belle lagi brp bulan dia da nk kahwin she 23 i tink....cant wait to go her wedding!..mesti dia lawa peh!..dia record kite tgh BBQ tpi aku lupe nk mintk...She Hot beb!...biler da alik nuting much tot!..ok la tu Je!..

My tarian PeforMance..

2006-07-23T01:25:00.000-07:00

HurHur..pnat siakk!..sOoo very the tiredd FuHh!...todae gt tarian..kat newton...niari kite vogue uh ahahkz cam paham je....ouh liza didnt get to peform she balik bali..ok den we peform..n i hav to make up untk tarian2...sejak dari dulu lagi aku la yg tlg make up kan diorg..kalau maknyah mak up kan sume lari ahahakz tol they even sae to me diorg tk nk those maknyah mak up kan diorg ..nk aku...boleh la aku bukak kedai make up ehkk kekekeke...ok2 it start at 8.00pm till 9.00 ...nuting much interesting abt the tarian thingy lehhh...hiazz next week pon ade peformance lagik..hiazz next 2 week ade lagi...kiwakkk..instructor aku pon cam siak tk tau pe org tgh amik N ...bodoh peh pantat siak!....after n ramai kwn aku nk masuk..hiazz masuk la korg..kalau ade maki2 tu jgn marah ehk..aku nye tarian mmg ade lelaki joget tpi kdg2 jee..sume kewat! ...ahahakz ok2 here the pic!...

bedok town singin audition 4 ndp

2006-07-20T04:10:00.000-07:00

AHAhahkz...ok wanna hear a stroy..ok pada mula nye kekkeke..ok2 my last period was english n biler aku nk msk kelas aku selalu nyee nyanyi..n my english teacher was like "wah shaindah u got a very nice voice,why dun u go for the ndp singin audition"..aku da paisey seeyak!...sO ok he write my name n kasi to the teacher incharge of the singin thingy ahahahahhakz..cam seeyak!...den su teman aku to the audition..wahh ramai nyeee org seiii!...hmmm rase nervous pOn ade siakk..ahahahkz..ok den we all kene masok to the kelas ..so the teacher was like whu wanna go 1st..den makin lame makin ramai budak2 kat luar tingkap tgk..there tis gal auister her voice very nice..she singg so nice..den farhan oso PAWER DOK SUARE DIA!...den got 3 gal diorg nyanyi pelan sgt..so cannot hear uh..den dey all shout my name dey all sabo me seii! ahahakz..so the gal was like GO SHAINDAH!..den i start to singing...i was shaking ..kekekeke..den i stop at 1st paragraph den the teacher ask me to continued singing wif his wild smile ahahahahhahakz..weird2..den habiz i was blushing everyone tepok n was like "WoAh!"...ahahah malu2...ok den i pack my bag n go hm once u hav finish the audition u can go hm...nw..all i was waiting is the result!..very very scared!..ahahahahahhakz...ok2 ..it was fun WeEiiIii!!..den i msg papa..i told him all abt tis..n he say "go aje uh... jgn takot mesti u akan menang nyee"..ahahakz he oso like seeyak!..muakx lurp u TemBam!..ok2..gtg gua mau berry2 la siakk...

1st Mit Adk Ku den go tarian Den Nite saFari

2006-07-17T14:55:00.000-07:00

Ok 2dae aku gt tarian!..next week ade peformance kat Newton..kiwak last week ade dis week ade next 2 week pon ade...Kire kan aku ni super gal uh..aku igt nk paitao.. tpi tkpe la..ehk kekeke semangat seni dok! ahahahkz...ok bt b4 dat i mit my dear larlink adek ku Juli n zul...mit them we kecoh2 nk mampos..den after dat take pic...den we dok2 kat satu tmpat...skali nmpk ciko si siak ni!...dulu tyme dia ka bedok town dia da ex bedok town la ..dulu dia tk eksen..skrg da popular eksen siakz....den dia bbual2 uh dgn zul..beh aku step2..Kau tk kuar dgn fuad per?..dia senyum kat aku dia kate tk ...beh aku dgr2 yg dia ikut suare pakcik aku wakakakakkaa...member aku blg dia actcuali step suare mcm pakcik aku...seeyak! seeyak!..hahahaa....ok den go tarian den mlm 2 kite g nite safari HMMMM....den mlm tu after da alik...papa kol me den bbual2..dia ter tdo arghh! aahahkz nvm i understand..

so den in e mornin go to skool..papa msg me..he say"maaf kan pa krena tertdo i tk sengaja..pa tau pa slalu tertdo bila bbual gan u.i bukan sengaja tk bermasud pun.." ahahahkz awwww so swit..tpi geram jugak ku dgn dia...g skola naik bus den der tis 3 uresian..punkrock2 naik after my busstop....den there tis one guy he say to me n nk pegang aku "Hey Hi GudMorning How R u"...den aku pn terkejot..aku ckp siak siape sak dekni...den diorg kat dlm bus bising nk mampos..bingit siol!!!...den diorg 2ron same stop dgn kite..member aku lelaki diorg nk keja siak..coz dis 3 guy kacau member aku yg uresian tu kate "u want 30 cent"..tau knape dia kate gitu pasal member aku rambot pehtak! kekekeke..den diorg 2ron same bus stop dgn kite kan..den yg lelaki tegoh aku tu lambai aku...sial gatal!..den member aku igt diorg kwn aku..aku kate sial uh tk dpt uh...diorg bingit seh saleh da nk keja..ahahakz kecohh22..ok2 wadeva..here the pic ....

Our AnniVerSary...11mnth

2006-07-15T13:52:00.000-07:00

WEEeeee!!! 2daE OuR AnNiVerSarY Weeee...Papa wanna ajak me to sumwhere special..AHahAHhkx ade la satu tempat nI!...SOOOO RoMantIc N TouchIng DOk!!!...WOooo I loIkeee.ok bt i got to kemas umah after kemas den i go out...den 1st I mIt Papa Kat PS..Da Jumpe Yey! dia pkaI aju Fav Aku Sei!!.>Wa Syg Sama Lu La LarLinkx!....AhAHhahKz..SemAkin Hari SemAkIn sachOk Laki AKu WAKAKAKAKKA..Aku Syg Kau La Pantat!..Kan romantiC Dia ajak Aku Satu Tempat Ni Den Dat Dae Pon WaS A pRImARY sCHoOL Nye NDP..AHAHAKz ADe BunGa Ape Sei!! Wahhh KencAng Banget La!..ROmantiC kan kan kan..WadUhhh ..deN Kite Alik Arnd 11+. reach Hm arnd 12 nk msk Kol 1 gitu..HMmmm Sooo CooL Loving it siak! lOv u So So So Bnyk2..wakakaka...Ok Tmr Cant wait to Go Nite SafarI!

Tarian pEforamnce...

2006-07-09T01:30:00.000-07:00

ok...2dae we gt tarian peformance...one is untk org kahwin n lagi satu is 4 CC...ok kol 6am aku da kene bgn pgi..ngantok siakz!...kite kene jumpe all kat Bukit gombak...alahai..Hmmm..aku msg eza she sae she otw..den dat day semua pkai kebaye...Vogue la siakz! ahahahakz...da smpai tempat sane we siap2 uh..den dlm kol 5 gitu kite ciow dari tempat sane p CC....we go back to our CC..abg halim kate ade org nk tgk kite joget..if kite dpt selected kite akan joget 4 National Day..CooL la siakz...den kan dlm kol 6 gitu org tu dtg...so kite bukak la kite peh step..den diorg kate diorg tgk dulu cane uh...den skali diorg ketuk bilik satu pompan ni kate "gd news ur group get selected" baik la siak! ahahahahahkz waduh waduh...beh org tu kate onli malay dance kite leh joget...abg halim kate kat pompan tu..nt onli dat...dey can dance modern,tradisional,indian...den the lady was like wow...mmg betol la kite da bnyk peformance many type of dance...tpi pnat n susah siol!...ok2 here the pic kat org kahwin..ade video bt aku tk amik..next week aru aku suwo kwn aku send...

THE END

5 July my bufdae wEEEE

2006-07-05T12:17:00.000-07:00

ok ok2 hahaha it moi bufdae...kecoh2 siakz...loving it..ade kawan aku noraini n suriani..diorg kene kan aku diorg kol radio ria..den dis radio ria...mcm bodoh2 kan aku uh ahahahakz...tot my kwn are sooo swit...kekeke..siakz tol diorg..ahahakz..thkx 2 all my kawanz..and to all taggies..even do late oso i dun mind aitez..thkx muakx!!!!!! lop u all many2 la...

ok papa 2dae wanted to bring me out weEEEe..cant wait..den i mit him oreadi at Ps .wOahh..he wass sooo sachok dok! kekeke..dia ajak me tgk wayang n he bought for me cake!!!!!!!!...keke..papa say he want to bring me sumwhere special..bt he has no idea..n he malu coz he haven bought for me present ..alahai papa syg ku ni...i told him soooo many time..i dun mind n i want him to simpan duit yg dia ade..i pity him ...i told him dat having u in my life is a gift..n dia tk kisa he nk jugak belik kan aku bende..u noe wad..weneva papa nk belik kan aku bende i reject kekeke..its nt malu..onli ting is aku tk biase...i want him to keep the money so dat he can support his family .and..his duit mkn n duit blanje...OMG im so inLurp wif him deeply sia..seriuzzz...da nk msuk setahun..LOLLY!! aku da nk msuk setahun! yeah go go go kekekek...thkx to my fwen whu awaz b der 4 me..kekeke..papa mama syg kau keke! muakx lop u la dear...alahia thKx 4 everitink dear...Muakx!

Gerek doK!

2006-07-04T15:13:00.000-07:00

wahh sungguh lame aku tidak update blog ..pnat siakz!

ok 1st of all i'm sooo fucking tired! tired siak..2 dae skola hiazz..sume ngantok giler nyeee..cam mlz nk p skola pon ade...oh yah..to all my kawan2 kan..kite da takde fwenster lagi tau..papa ask me to delete my fwenster at 1st bt den i nv listen..so den i listen lioa...jadi makin syg la dia kat aku kekeke..n he oso tk ade fwenster lagi..kuang3..bufdae aku besok 5july ahahkz da tua..cam paham je..

yesterdae me my papa ,zul n juli we went to sentosa...gerek jugak tau..fun siak..den yg sundae to pon kite p sentosa ..yg sundae to while his fwen all mandi n pancing..me n papa from palawan beach jln smpai melion..it was fun..i no xtra baju so i wear papa nye singlet it big siak..so aku ikat la..den we jln2 berpeloh siak kite...and the wheater was sooo panas terik!..den went back to palawan beach ..den aku terkejot ..siak uh colour aku da tukar tent..setakat jln je da tukar colour..merah dok!..papa nye colour pon da tukar...den arnd 5 gitu kite alik papa send me to tarian...den besok nye juli ajak aku p sentosa lagi ..i anitink..so tis tyme 4 couples mandi laut..den makin tent la colour aku..

i got the pic..well later la i upload...

ok den we took a rest under the tree n there tis part i ask him a quastion...i ask him tis ..

"All tis 10mnth being with u wad tings dat i make u a memorable n none of ur ex penah uat"...sooo..u noe wad he say?..1st he say "wad eva u do to me is awaz a memorable"..n i say "choose one"..so he say on his bufdae! kekekeke...kau tau ape aku uat on his bufdae..ok 1st it a candle lite thingy we celebrate at somewhere sooo special..n i bought for him a big cake n a small cake hot fudge n his present...he was shock wen i did dat to him ..i oreadi told him in advance "kalau bufday u i nk uat soo special till it a memorable for u." ! yeay it happen!..i gt the pic bt one of my fwen tgk2 my digital dia terdelete semua..hiayo.niwae i syg u soo much lerr dear.....ok la till here den...ciow2

i'Ve been tag By NanaSky Giler!! WeEeee!! kekeke

2006-07-03T12:29:00.000-07:00

Nama 20 ppl you can tink of right now.

dont read the question untill u've named the 20 people

at the end of tis,choose 5 ppl to do tiz.

1)tarmimi

2)suriani

3)titi

4)lolly

5)kasha

6)midiosa

7)razeanti

8)snake

9)anisz

10)titi-vok

11)kecik-kenet

12)natasha liyana

13)ct

14)lady J

15)irah spidey

16)abby

17)sweetkisses

18)mimicaremel

19)idachix

20)nanaspade

How did u meet #14?

-Hahah thru net den we jumpe ...

she my ex punya ex jugak kekeke..

What wud u if u didnt meet #1?

-i wud be missing him badly lor...

What if #9 and #20 dated?

-actcuali can la kekeke

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?

-ahaKz dunno lioa..gal tau..

Describe #3

-Hawty..n GORGEOUS..

Is #8 atrractive?

-Ahahahakz..can la ..

boleh tahan terok ekekeke

Describe #7

-..Ahahakz She swit N Pramah !

Do you noe ani of #12 family member?

-ehkk..cam paham je..no la i dunno..

What would you do if #18 confess to u tat he likes u?

-Whoit!..i say i like her la keke. no la she a lady u noe!

What language does #15 speak?

-Melayu!..n Eng..

Who is #9 going out with?

-hMmmM...

How old is #16?

-I duNno Lioa!..

When is the last tyme u spoke to #13?

-Nv spoke b4 ...we chat2 onli...

Who is #2 favourite band/singer?

-later i ask her k ...kekeke

Would u ever date #4?

-Besok..beSok..eksen je

Would u ever date #1?

-Mesti mesti..must date!

Is #15 single?

-I duN tiNk so...hMmm

Is #19 Your good fwen?

-My BlOgGer Matees..

What is #10 last name?

-Oh Oh..Saya engak tau nnti saya tanye dia yerr...

Would u ever be in a relationship with #11?

-Can relationship as a blog mate ..ok per ahahahak.

School of #3?

-hMmm..

Where does #6 live?

-later i go outside i shout k..

What is you favourite ting about #5?

-She cute!

Have u seen #2 naked b4?

- yah ofcoz!..if she say no mean she bedek!..i saw at my hp

got porn! ..su! rabak siak kau!

ee...keke eksen jek!

The five people i gonna tag?

-Anione

-yang

-rajin

-nak

-buat..

THANK Q...

kecoh siaak2..ahahakz

2006-06-28T23:21:00.000-07:00

ok..i was trying to refresh sumting tat makes me laugh at skool wanna noe wad?...here the story...

ok time aku primary 4 smpai skrg maseh ksiow..msud aku tk takot uh(ceh cam paham)..dulu kecik2..bnyk bende yg tidak patut aku buat seperti mencuri isap rokok tindik sini sane pukol org da start mat tahir ahahahakz...ok tu tyme kecik uh ...sec 1 sec 2..i was the 1st gal to get a lot of demerit point n im the 1st gal to get suspension!..kuang3 selalu dudok kat office sumtime bcoz of my short skirt n my kening....teacher tot of putting me kat galz home..but den dey say dey wanna c me change..ok auhahahahkz sec 3 aku da berubah sikit..da matang la org kate kan...

ok ade cerite ni mase tyme aku sec 3...ade satu pompan ni carik pasal dgn aku..dia pon sec 3...member2 aku budak lelaki sume suwo aku fite dgn dia ahhahakz tu tyme nk balik skola kat canteen ramai siak org..mcm tgh recess ok den ..dia tegoh aku ni maciam " ehk pompan kau apesal langgar aku"...beh aku jawap la dgn cara baik."paisey uh terlanggar" ..den dia kate "terlanggar per"...aku jawap balik " ehk pompan kalau tk suke bleh bbual pe"...skali dia maki aku...cam paham tau ni pompan...aku nye org kalau nk gadoh tk suke banyak bunyi...aku kasi dia satu jack kat muke...dia pon terpusing...dia letak dia peh hp..makkkkkkkk!!! kau tau cane dia fite dgn aku..tarik2 rambut la siak!...aku tk main uh tarik2 rambut ni semua..ahahakz..aku kasi je uh ...skali budak pompan mane tah nk step tahan2 aku..si md noh black kate dgn diorg kau tkmo tahan!...kau lepas kan ...den pompan yg aku bantai ni teroz dia nangis aku pekik" ehk pompan kau takmo cam paham uh dgn aku,kalau mau fite fite ni maciam uh (aku tunjuk signal tangan ) pe stim tarik2 rambut!"..dia troz balik siak...den satu canteen tepok..sume pekik "BAIK UH SHAINDAH"....starting from there diorg pgl aku indah fighter tpi aku tk terima..mcm jantan pulak kan...jadi ramai uh budak2 bedok town kenal aku..ckp je kenal shaindah..confirm diorg kenal..tanye budak2 ex bedok town pon diorg kate diorg kenal...aku bukan nk bangge kan diri tapi tu part kecoh uh....smpai kite budak2 4t2 di panggil budak2 degil ahahahakz!...jadi ape2 hal cam ade gadoh ke ..pompan peh hal kat skola..aku latiffah,ayu jepon,ayu sachek, budak2 pompan ni sume 2ron kalau kat luar aku,cacha,ifa,ayu,shikin,suraya, and many2 more...

skrg aku da insaf lerr ..kekeke..aku tk sabar kuar dari tu skola den g ite..kawan aku kate aku tk tkot pe p ite...why shud i b scared of going ite..member bnyk tk pasal uh...aku nk gadoh sorg pon aku go..tpi inreturn jage2 je uh...

frankly speaking

my uncle is fuad rahman( i guess u noe whu rite)..he the one whu ajar me fite..n he jage me n my brothers...

kalau siape2 la tk caye pakcik aku fuad..tanye la aku ape2 pasal dia...nk gmbr dia pon boleh nk suwo aku ajak korg p tgk dia pon boleh nak tanye keluarge aku pon boleh...

( so for the galz whu eva mau carik ataupon bbual pasal dgn aku..mau try uh)

...ok la smpai disini sahaje cite aku ahahakz ciow muakz

keDua ayah ku tiada lagi...hanya ibu ...

2006-06-28T16:06:00.000-07:00

Ku sanjung budi jasa mu
Ayah dan ibu
Yang membawa ku lahir Ke alam maya
Sedari kecil ku belai
Dan dimanja
Hidup bahagia penuh
Kasih dan sayang
Malangnya ayah telah pergi
Berpisah tiada kembali lagi bersama
Tinggal ku di kepangkuan Ibu
Oh ayah dikau dimana
Setiap malam sepi ibu
Menceritakan pada ku
Cita yang syahdu teringat
Dalam derita ibu sering memberi pesan
Bila ku dewasa
Hidup bahagia penuh
Kasih dan sayang
Pulanglah ayah pulang
Rayuan anak mu
Belai kasih mu
Ku perlukan dalam hidup ku
Kekasihan lah anak mu
Yang mengharap kasih mu
Belaian mu dingin ni
Oleh anak mu ini

Aku Yang menderita ini

Tiada siapa yang tahu

Aku yang bagaikan di dalam air

Di paras hidungku

Ingin sahaja aku lemas

Kerana tidak sanggup menempuh cubaan ini

Aku Seorang anak

Yang mempunyai Perasaan

mengapa keluargaku bergini.

adek beradek dan aku

hati kite sangat berat

untuk menerima seseorang insan

yang mengambil tempat ayahtiriku

kami sudah mempunyai 2 ayah..

dan itu sudah cukup bagi kami

aku tidak mahu bertambah lagi satu

kerana aku tidak mahu orang2 menggate

ibu ku ini tidak tahu menjaga hati sesorg lelaki..

ayah kandungku sudah mempunyai keluarga

sendiri..dan ayah tiriku..

entah ke mane dia pergi..

ibu ku kate ayah tiri ku tidak akan

kembali dalam hidupnya

aku sedih..

dan aku selalu teringat kisah2 kami

bergembira bersama ayah tiri ku...

Oh Tuhan! Hanya Engkau sahajalah yang tahu

Betapa deritanya hidupku ini ..

aku sungguh kecewa...

dan sedih...

Aku berasa malu

Siapakah yang aku ingin mengadu

Atau memohon simpati?!

Hanya Engkaulah ya Allah!!

Yang mampu mengubah nasibku ini...

Warkah ini..

tidak dapat ku teruskan..

Kerana tersebak..

Perceraian, baik karena kematian atau ketidakcocokkan dalam berumah tangga seringkali menggoncangkan jiwa anak. Sialnya, acapkali kita tak dapat mengerti apa yang mereka rasakan perceraian adalah bagian dari perjalanan hidup manusia yang terkadang tak bisa dihindari. Dan salah satu yang biasanya menjadi korban adalah anak-anak dari hasil perkawinan tersebut.Jangan dikira, perceraian tak membawa dampak ke anak-anak, yang balita sekalipun. Sebagai manusia, anak-anak juga menghadapi masalah, lho, entah perceraian, persaingan antar-teman, lingkungan keluarga, dan lainnya. Dan banyak di antara mereka yang tidak dapat mendeteksi penyebab dari masalah tersebut dengan jelas, apalagi memecahkan masalahnya dengan benar. Nah, untuk membantu meringankan beban anak akibat perceraian orang tuanya.

Dari pendapat aku...

2006-06-28T14:58:00.000-07:00

Selalu orang cakap pengalaman mengajar kita

agar menjadi lebih matang.

Tapi macam manakah pengalaman tu mengajar kita, adakah ia mengajar seperti di dalam bilik-bilik darjah. Tidak. Pengalaman tidak diajar di bilik darjah, ia berbumbungkan langit, berlantaikan bumi dan bergurukan kehidupan, maka terhasillah pengalaman.

I read it somewhere;

your current reality is created by all

your past thoughts and beliefs.

what u think, u create

what u create, u become

what u become, u u express

what u express, u experience

what u experience, u are

what u are, u think....and so the cycle repeats itself.

When your thoughts,words and deeds support each other,

u will manifest what u desire easily.

2006-06-27T15:35:00.000-07:00

Name 3 schools you went to~

*Nee Ann Pri

*Park View Pri

*Bedok Town Sec

Name 3 things in your purse/handbag ~

*Make-up

*Wallet

*Psp

Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed ~

*Listen to music

*Sleep

*Hit Sumting kekekekek...

Name 3 places you go on a daily basis ~

*Shopping Center

*Toilet..

*N N N i dunno!

Name 3 favorite fruits ~

*Strawberry

*Mango

*and actcuali there is more...

Name 3 names you go by ~

*Suriani

*Boi Cicak

*Noh Black

Name 3 of your favorite foods ~

*Ayam Masak Lemak Cili Padi

*Chili Crab

*Ayam Masak Merah

Name 3 things you are wearing right now ~

*School Uniform
*Ring(the one tat my cayang brought for me)
*Gelang Kaki...

Name 3 who is in the house with you ~

*My 2nd Bro..

*My third Bro..

*and myself ahahahakz..

Name 3 who are you thinking about right now ~

*N Lvl...
*Somting somting...
*My cayang....

Did you join anything outside?
-Ouh yuP..i join modern dance n malay dance..da lame da aku msok modern dance since i was primary 4 till NOW! n malay dance since i was primary 6 till NOW!

Who did you last talk to on the phone?

- Cayang..

Who do you sit next to in your 5th period class?

- Saleh...

Who was the last person you told you loved?

- My cayang..

Who do you wish you were with right now?

- My darlink ofcoz...

Who gets on your nerves the most at school?

- HmMmm...i dunno...

Who is your last ex?Did you still miss him?

-Hafiz...( why wud i b missing him?)

Where do you live?

- Bedok..

Where is your phone?

- Right beside me

Where do you sleep?

-My Princess bed..

What is the last place you took a ride to?

-I 4got....

What is your favourtie subject?

- English,Art And mother Tongue

What was the last thing you ate?

- hMmm Nasi Goreng,,,

What color shirt are you wearing?

- School uniform..n it white blue...

What is the closest item near you that is blue?

- my cayang hp ( we exchange hp )

What do you like best about school?

- Learn something new Make new fwens..N wasting tyme at school rether den at home...

What is your favorite color?

- PINK and RED

How many ex you have?

- I start my love wen i was primary 4 till sec 4 ( n i dunno how many ex i have i cant count! too many )

How many admire you have?(people admire you)

- HmMmm..Many... I duNno...

How many pearcing who have?Before and Now?

-6 pearcing i have..

2 ears hole

2 nose hole ( satu da tutop left 1 onli)

tongue..

n upper lips...

When is your birthday?

- 5 JulY

When did you last go to the mall?

- Can't recall....

When was the last time you bought a pair of pants?

- Hmm...last few weeks

When did you last burn something?

- Hmm...

And de next victims are...

- AniONE!

2nd dae of skool

2006-06-27T14:53:00.000-07:00

ok it a 2nd dae of skool....kinda ngantok la..hmmm...during our contact time..cikgu tulis kat whiteboard.."5 Volounters for Speech Day"..soooo she select and wrote the pupils name down...n MY NAME WAS THERE!!! ahahahahhakz..damnnn! i was shock everytime aku mesti kene selected...kinda shock ehk..dulu sec 1 sec 2 tk penah nk blaja tk penah dpt selected cam gini da msuk sec3 4 fuhhh TOP STUDENT KAT SKOLA!!!...tk disangke...kekekekke..ofcoz la i'm proud..actcuali i reali interested into study..no regrets!...hmmm..so tis sat i got to go for speech day..kol 4pm..kekekke..if my papa tk keje tot of asking him to take me...hmmmm...hMm..hey hey! my bufdae nk dkt..well actcuali i'm not excited la..der is sumting make me felt down...hmmm..wadeva la...k la gtg..

Ok 1st Dae Of Skool hMmmm

2006-06-26T14:41:00.000-07:00

Ok! jennnggg...1st dae of skooll..ahahakz..aku confirm tk kene tangkap nyeee kekeke..dulu havoc sume budak2 kat bedok town kenal aku sec 3 teroz aku insaf ahahahahahhakz..den kan kan time table da tukar weeee!!!..skrg kite nye english teacher is mr coner! he very the bgus nye matsaleh! gerek uh!...ok den hmmmm nurul kwn aku kene tangkap bcoz of her hair soo aku sorg la pompan kat dlm kelaz..feeling malu?..ahahakz takde la nk malu buat ape ...aku da biase .....ok la..aku stop here nk tdo pnat dok!